♥Forever friends♥

Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-naaaaaally

2009-12-01T23:22:00.004+08:00

hello people!

hah, am happy to see this blog brought back to life. (and this time, i didnt save the (day)blog. oh well, glory is to be shared)

hm. i'm really supposed to be studying and stuff like that but i HAD to read Dah's post. and well, i'm glad....i actually LOL-ed! and i got stares from my mumsies and sis. *shrugs* i'm used to that.

oh, i recently watched 'Armageddon', the Bruce Willis film? i know, its very very very old, like back in the 90's yet, that was the first time i watched it. and omg!! i actually cried..this was at 2am, sitting in the room by myself...maybe even the ghosts gave me the 'she's SO weird'-stare. well......aah, i felt soooo sad when Bruce was talking to his daughter for the last time and then, he blew himself up just to save the stupid earth.......awww........waaah, i'm actually getting a lump in my throat just remembering it......*emotional*. 5.5stars!!

but really, it was VERY sad. i cried. and thats EPIC! so yeah. for those who have yet to watch it, well, GO!!!

and then i watched "KungFu Panda". HILARIOUS!! haha. he soooo fat, the tiger cannot like paralyze him. so cute! and then the stupid noodle duck always trying to make panda into noodle-man ("i was thinking that we should start anew and this time, it'll be a restaurant you can actually stand straight in") stupid duck. haha. what else, ooooh, the urn of the brave voices (or something like that), haha, "you've got glue??" nice. 4stars!!

well, yeah. hm. oh, by the way, when did the Adam Lambert (gay)kissing happen actually? i watched the video and i was like, yuck.

i mean sure, its ok to be gay. but Addie there was not being gay........he was erm........he was being horny!! like yucks!! (but am sure DAH enjoyed it...............very........very much)

hm.....what else..........well, have you ever though how sweet grapes when made into juice become sooooooooooooooooooooooo sour??? >.<

and cute guy of the day(there's more where this came from [google] enjoy =P)!! :

byebye..............tookies!!! =DDDDDDD

2009-12-01T19:12:00.003+08:00

hello!^^ i shall blog along with dada! heh:P we never blog for so long. we had forgotten the password): and that fafa gave me wrong password at first. could not log on initially. in the end i figured out the right password and here i am! it has been a long time since i blogged here. seemed like ages to me. hehe.

let's see. after the twins returned from aussie, we went to cy's house. camwhored there. haha. i hope dah uploads the pics asap. me want to see it:D we played bejewelled and icy tower. all of us played at least once and i got to say rara is a pro! not bad ah? we ate some fruits there. banana, guava, pear and strawberry. we had a disturbing conversation over the fruits. dah was getting excited over the bananas. I shall not go into the details. you should have a rough idea of the conversation involving a banana. that dah is getting from bad to worse. sighs. after that disturbing conv we headed to vivo for dinner and had a long chat at the skypark!:)

the next meet up was ytd. we went to the twins' papa office to gym! we worked out for quite sometime and immediately headed to the sauna. cy was scared that we will get suffocated there. haha. she was so cute:) next was the swimming pool. we placed our legs inside the pool. rah splashed a little water at me. i splashed alot at her that cy also got wet): sorry cy! was not on purpose. and then we planned my birthday party and while doing so we saw a few guys and a baby with her mum swimming. the babygal was uber cute! rah wanted to adopt her. haha. we had prata for dinner had a long chat over teh tarik! loved ytd:D

i guess the next time we meet will be at my house! most prob this week:) can't wait to have you guys over at my place!^^

loves,
POOH<3

omg i miss blogging.

2009-12-01T18:43:00.006+08:00

hello blog!! hello friends! the cutecutecutecute baby is back in the blogging scene!! *waves*

Did u guys miss me? hehe. Aww.. thanks guys! all so sweet!

hmm.. lets see.... today i burnt my little finger against the hothot oven.. now there's still colgate on it... i dun want a scar): my mum keeps saying there'll be a bubble left or smth, and seriously la then i felt like crying): sniffs. But.... aiya. so many scars on my body le la.. haha. T~T You may be thinking.. why was the oven "hothot" in the first place? well. all because of brownies. Haihaihai. And in the end the brownies become "blackies" instead. How sad how sad): and i dont have vanilla ice cream at home):

See!! Haha. tt's how i looked like just now): just like that! i.e. cute la hahahaha

Am chatting with fafa and pooh now... just realised that they are very "sicko minded" especially fafa! hahaha... talking about guys "stuffies" haha. Naughty fafa *smacks butt*

(hehehe... fa is naughty! but... I like Hehehe.. *stares at fa's baby photo* )

Help! *my paedophillic instincts* are overwhelming! hahahaha........

Today i stayed at home after a long time(: watched "growing up" love tt show! cos it reminds me of my childhood and stuff.. then ellen degeneres was quite funny...haha. so basically i lazed at home like a pig, but still quite a cute one la. hehe. The only time I was busy was when i was running back and forth into the kitchen to check on the brownies. And yet they got burnt! how pathetic!! Fafa must have been cursing me or smth): ahaha.. *puppyeyes look+ sad song playing*

Recently I have always been to Vivo! Because i love the skypark. Haha I love my friends. Lying down on the grass sometimes we don't even have to talk. I'm happy just knowing they are there(: Just like I'm still happy even though fa is in India(: I miss you!!

Hmm and ytd i went to daddy's office. me rara cy pooh. Gym. Sauna. Pool. Then Teh tahrik and prata. All CY's fault hahahaa.. Then we talked a lot a lot. Smth just triggered it off haha... once we were talking a lot about fa and Guides. We couldn't stop laughing! haha. I really miss guides.. really do (: SO many happy memories.

Okok it's time for dinner... will blog soon!! please gals if i dont.. slap my butties!! hhaha..
erms :/ just remind me la hahah.

Lotsa LOve + XOXO,

Baby Dah (:

Ps. To Cy, thanks for the note. love you!!

what's blue, small and never seen?

2009-04-14T00:09:00.005+08:00

wow, cant believe that i still remember the username and password to this blog. haha. its been really long since the last update. cmon guys, you can do better than that!

heck, i still cant get it in my head that its been 2years since i left. time passed soo fast. haha. where does the time go? its flying alongside Superman *whoooooOOSH!*

alright, i got to know that Dah is in David-ArchuCraze right now. and from what i've heard, she's head over heels! so i thought well why not - here it is ...
He's really not all that bad, his songs are pretty good, and he has good vocals. not bad not bad.
but then, doesnt he resemble Zac Efron??? i mean, the first time i saw him, i thought he was the younger version of the latter.... look!

alright, maybe not so much but there is a little right?? i teeny-tiny similarity??? *shrugs*

and what else? i actually had something i really thought i should type it in but i forgot! oh man, my amnesia's catching up. oh well, fated to forget, wishing to remember. heh!

well then, i better stop. and the rest of you, can you please do an update here the least?? soon?? hello??? *echoes*

P.S has anyone there ever heard of KyleXY?? i think Matt Dallas is absolute cuteness! gah! ..... just saying..............................bye!

(: By dada

2008-12-25T01:43:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps! It's late and I'm only online to chat with friends! :) Anyway Merry Xmas everyone!! Hope it's a fun time for all of us!! :)
Yeah so guess i haven't much to blog about. Just wanna say i treasure all my friends! Rara(sis/friend!!), CY, Pooh, Fafa! members of this blog! hope u all have a special holiday! Will love u guys always!
And i Love my family too.
Updates: i want a pet rabbit!!!

revived??

2008-12-13T00:28:00.006+08:00

ChianYil's (cruel) post prompted me to give the blog a new post and thereby reviving it! reincarnation! yay! though, right now, i have absolutely nothing to write about, i'm sure i'll think of something! just give me 5 minutes.......

(5minutes later)

here's what i thought of. i think it was a brilliant idea! so i typed chocolate in the google searchbar and here's what i got.

(edit: only the interesting pics)

are these meant to be eaten??? *i'm serious*

i bet Dah would just LOVE to lick them off =P

well, the classics. not the tastiest most of the time though.

heh! where DO i start?!

how the hell can they afford to WASTE precious chocolate like that?! Dah! get to work!! Save those melted CHOCOLATE!

i think these are cute and really really adorable! ^-^

and these look really expensively YUMMY!

Dah! you get the horse and i'll tackle the cliff! (heh! more for me!)

my best friend - ZeChocolateCakie!

yupyup. one interesting post done! and am mighty pleased about it. so YAY Farha! *applause*

byebye! take cares!

funeral:D

2008-12-09T15:49:00.004+08:00

Christmas is here, there is discount for everything EVEN

FUNERAL... So, how are we gonna arrange this funeral for our

beloved blog----http://powderedmilk-honey.blogspot.com

Actually the bloggy not dead yet, it is living with the help of

machines, can someone revive this blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg Finally!! dah's back:)

2008-11-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Dada says:
HAHA finally!! My stoopid sis finally help me get into blogger! muahahaha. I'm soooo DEAD la! Out of the blogger scene):
ALL RARA the PIGlet's fault! (emphasis on the Pig) :P
Wee. haha. anyway ya so the Os are over and we're free and blaahhblaahhh.. ya so. :) yay? haha.
Now I have a new lease of life! YEAH BABY! haha. ohh but my baby's gone so I'm in it w/o him oh but that's fine! hehe. At least he's having fun in his home so... my sweet little thing is happy!! (: Hope he still misses me though! Lucky can still msg him!! (:
Sian still looking for a job I think I should just look into Classified Ads and pick up that damn Phone!!! haha. Yiyi felp me la hor, dada really needs her yiyi's (my babysitter's) help! Don't miss me too much when you're in HK okie? :D Oh and dun forget to get this eeyore some nice pressies! :) Heh.
FAFA- I miss you leh! Why never come back at alll! One year exact after you left i rmb the day!!
miss this Rooooo! haha. Oh and evil fa u got e-mail me ma? >-<
Better be or you better send me one now b4 I throw a bitchfit( haha omg kidding)
Okay so now i better go post on my other blog.
Pooh- POOH BEAR stop pangseh ppl!! ): Must book with you b4 hand then you can go out ar? ):
EE want go your house next week leh!! Go Safra aahhahaha ^-^V
K I'm a little nutty now. :S Will blog soon!!

Loves!! XOXO

pooh loves tiger

2008-11-14T14:49:00.003+08:00

one should never judge a book from its cover.. but i would like to ammend it a little.. one should never jugdge a pig by its size.. looks are deceiving u know? i learnt that lesson in a hard way.. :( its okay.. life is all about learning from mistakes.. i am never.. i repeat NEVER.. ever gonna help that piglet.. i had enough of helping.. in the end u bully me.. hmph! brain which is a size of 5 peas.. 1 or 5 also makes no difference to me.. since u are small, anything that's small might seem big to u.. not ur fault.. bragging that u have a brain that is 5 pea big.. and that eeyore is a lazy bum.. always not present anywhere.. hai.. sleep only.. smack ur butt that u know.. heh.. :) aw.. tiger is so sweet.. :) pooH loves tiger.. heh.. *huggies* i will give u more honey which is specially made by pooh! so sad u cant follow me.. only u will be able to save me from that piglet and eeyore.. its ok.. i can always call u when i need help.. hopefully i will be able to.. :/ tmr can go shopping!! yays! finally.. must get it done soon.. cannot waste time.. hope can have a fun time.. ^^

loves,
pooh

Finally..

2008-11-14T12:54:00.002+08:00

yes.. finally os is over. hmp.. We shall go out more often because we were leaving school. Will we still be able to stay close in touch, is still a ??? ya so lets enjoy first.. before its too late. Yup, you know piglet its not that tigger loves to bully you. :( Its your irritating snores that cause me to lose my sleep almost every night. You know how this affected me, it affected me a
LOT.. I got black eye because of that. I tried telling you but you never understand. I can't blame you for that because your brain is size of a pea. Most of it went to the butt. Yup..Pity you sometime...Can't you be just like Pooh always supplying me free honey.. ok i said you have no brain so forget it... and that Eooee or something like that... i always puke when i see it.. "EWWWWWW.." haha k.. so i dont think can go with you to buy prom dress because my grandpa has a birthday dinner.. so :( will not be able to go with you .. i will still love you(pooH) but still hate that EEooo(something like that) and piglet

HELLO!

2008-11-11T14:12:00.004+08:00

decided to post cos i saw 2 new updates....so i decided to make it 3 because well, because, erm..... *thinking*......ah.....hmm............well, because it just makes 3 alright??

so where the other 2? then we can make five and five makes like high five! yay! .....alright that was lame, yet, it was a good sort of lame....not the bad but the good. hm...i'm really messed up.

so congratulations!! you guys went through the O!! and from the sound of it, i guess it was a successful walkthrough!! yay! three cheers for you guy!!

HIP HIP ...... HOORAY!

HIP HIP ........ HOORAY!

HIP HIP ............ HOORAY!!

wait....that might be the reason why this is blog update number 3!! for 3 cheers!! yay. i rule! alright. too much. am i making sense at all? hmm.....

ohoh, is it me or is there a movie with the word babylon in it???? remind me again of the title...wait,'ll just google it. *technology rocks!*

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this must be it right?? it was the only thing i found satisfactory....and for many ppl's information....babylon is NOT about MAKING babies!! ewww!

ANYWAY!

thats it! ta-da! a post with a PIC!! more exclusive than the other lame two wordy wordy word word posts. hehe. =P

bye!

2008-11-10T22:40:00.002+08:00

okay since rara has updated, i shall also post something.. finally rah like used her BRAINS and was able to get into blogger.. *clap hands* hehe.. :) exams are going to be over in like three days time? hurray! can enjoy alr.. i wanna go arcade!! long time never go.. :( lets play the shooting game.. bang bang! haha.. cy likes the dance tinge.. whatever is die die also must go to arcade.. need to relieve the stress.. :) and of course shopping although sometimes i have an aversion to shopping.. i also miss the times when we all used to go out as a gang.. its been ages since the last we went out together.. fafa! when can we meet again? we want to see u badly.. :( hopefully before ur wedding.. haha.. :) lastly, rah u are not innocent.. never.. u diminutive malevolent piglet!! u threaten me alot and still dare to say ppl bully u.. dont perjure yourself.. i'll gather evidence and prove it to the world one day that u are not innocent.. muahaha.. kay la kay la.. ialso know how it feels like to be bullied by ppl especially by ppl like JIHEON!! sobs.. no one to help me when i am bullied.. :(

with great sorrow,

i am signing off................................

2008-11-10T16:14:00.004+08:00

Lala hello ppl i am updating cos someone said I didn't yet I asked others to. Hmph. Well what shall I write here... well doubt anyone comes read this anyway. Hmm. Ah yes what we can all do after the Os. :) Hmm well we can go out shopping!!! And go arcade!! Oh oh maybe go to sentosa ahaha yay:D Hmm oh and and... play more games? Like board games and stuff:) Then we can go have fun outdoors too ^^ Oh oh and we can work!! :D Kayes i so miss my friends okay, seriously... miss hanging out with u guys!! Ask cy she'll know.After Os hope we can relive the old times.:) I miss fa a HELL LOT. REALLY! Oh god you don't know how much I miss u fa. :( It's nice spending time with him, really nice. :) But I miss my friends too. WOnder if you guys feel the same... hmm. =/ Oh yeah we can have a slumber partyyy! :) Yays then can watch late night horror movie and scare the crap out of ourselves. Rmb the guides? SILENT HILL? lol. So miss those times. Okay I've updated now it's u guys' turn. Oh btw i've made a to-do list alr AHAHA:D

oh just to show how much i get bullied, even my tigger bullies me for the fun of it. :( But piglet still loves tigger:D

Rah ♥ says:

oh lol ya we can hang out ^^

ooh u want? ^^

...........cy............ says:

hang u ah

Rah ♥ says:

EHHH so baddie

...........cy............ says:

hahah so nice to bully u

Rah ♥ says:

hmmmmph ya kena bullied by so many ppl losad don't pity me meh

...........cy............ says:

hehno leh hahaha

Rah ♥ says:

what!!expected la... haizzz : (

sad story of the innocent little piglet.

Piglet misses pooh and tigger and even eeyore! lovessss.

woah

2008-09-21T10:56:00.003+08:00

Woah why such a sad post by cy? Smile! Who broke your heart? Hope it's not me!

One message for you - SMILE!One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory.

-Rita Mae Brown

So just forget and move on!

xoxo,
Rah♥

prelims over...........:(

2008-09-19T14:04:00.002+08:00

A bitter d0se of reaLity:it takes a TH0USAND sweet eff0rts to build a g0od relati0nship, yet, ONE fatal err0r can destr0y everything u have started..

there is a nice pic here;

heheh :)

2008-09-19T13:19:00.003+08:00

helloo ppl!! long time no see.. heh.. as you can see from rah's post.. prelims are finally over!! yaya.. FINALLY! haha.. had been stressed up for the past few days.. i think i did badly for the exams.. :( *sniffles* sighs.. i will work really hard for the actual 'o' levels.. hope can do well for it.. and also hope can go same JC as my fwens.. :) heheh.. :P the twins' b'dae is round the corner.. but i have yet to buy a gift!! oopsie.. sorry babies but i promise that i will get a rreeaaaallly nice pressie for you guys kay? ;) haha.. hari raya is on 1st october.. i wanna eat kueh!! as in the real kueh.. haha.. not dada.. :P oh ya.. i'll be baking some cookies for ppl.. heh.. :) mm.. that's all for now.. guess will update after the o levels.. :( fa, cy and dada!! try to update ya? ;)

loves,

Pooh:)

SURPRISEDD?

2008-09-19T12:49:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.:D Well think there won't be ppl coming to visit this blog anymore for obvious reasons. Am updating cos exams are over! :D But but think i won't do well. Especially for bio... i think i flunk it? :( Arhh i'm so very borredd. This blog's sooo dead apart from the tagboard. :( Where's everyone? Where are u fa!! :'( and oh cy update laaaa. Okay so my birthday's in a little over a week's time:) and so is hari raya hahaa.. same time:) wanna invite all my friends over^^

yayssss... . . . byezzz

2008-08-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

hi peeps! national day was on sat.. happy belated national day wishes to everyone.. haha.. today is holiday for us.. i did not do any homework.. so have to start doing it now.. haha.. fafa asked to change the music.. i hope you will like the new one.. :) ok then.. gtg now! till next time..

Pooh

2008-08-09T22:15:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

HAPPY OLYMPICS EVERYONE:)

HAPPY LONG WEEKEND.<3

Loves,

RAH ♥

Love is never simple, it seems.

Omg MIA! Da is so MIA!

2008-08-04T11:36:00.003+08:00

Dada finally says: Omgomgomg. I am seriously Missing in Action! Gosh sorry guys, plus the fact that my blog is still privatised. omg. Sure you guys can tell that I am so lazy! So lazy to go blogger deprivatise hehehe. :P Oops lalala. Omg i just realised I said "omg" again. Oops i did it again! No Britney Spears flashback please!So not needed haha. omg bell's gonna ring soon! just finished criterion essay heheh. actually criterion quite fun to do haha. OOH heehee. I feel like playing some games on the net ^-^v hee. Oh and today i am so going to cry! cos cos... aww! *grabs tissue box* Cos of the darned chem test i seriously flunked it. so pls people advanced notice... I MAY BE IN A NOT SO HAPPY MOOD!! (doomsday's coming guys, run away! ) >-<>

???

2008-08-04T11:05:00.003+08:00

"To live for today,
and to love for tomorrow
is the wisdom of a fool..
Love is that wonderful thing
the whole world needs plenty of it.
if u think for one min that
u can survive without it,
u are truly lying to yourself.
So, Please...........................

Love everyone around you from today onwards..

Having my strawberry of the month:(

i am feeling empty, maybe its moodswing :( I have lots to say yet i do not know how to put into words. I just hate pretending to be strong and everything....I am sick and tired of things around me. Sometimes, i can pretend nothing happened and continue with life. But, its just too exhausting for me. I cant possibly bottled up everything, everything has its limit, me too. I just hope my heart can heal faster than another event happened ... gtg

hello people!

2008-07-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

due to the pleading/begging/on her knees requests of Shahirah, i shall now post something. *keeping this blog alive!! yay me! (do you watch 'The Suite Life Of Zack & Cody?', you really should) *

so ahem, erm.....*thinking....*

oh oh, today, i had no school. just like the day before yesterday, we only had one period and then we were released and on monday we had no school here are the reasons.

Monday - HARTAL (the state whereby shops, vehicles, education, work, anything and everything is put a stop to for a day because of politics like someone in one party got murdered (or commonly hacked to death) by members of another party, and blah blah blah.)

Tuesday - SAMARAM (rebellion) (this is usually carried out by students themselves. on Monday, some teacher of this school got killed by members of the politics and thus, the students of this school decided to rebel, ie, they went around the town and forced the teachers there to end school, stop right there, ring the bell and release everyone, stop education! Napolean! ROAR!!)

Wednesday - Lessons. FINALLY!!

Thursday - HARTAL (someone got killed.....so what else is new?)

Friday - BANDH (rhymes with fund) (everything! totally everything is stopped! like the town will be totally empty. no soul is to leave their house or risk being killed, arrested or ragged)

so yeah. this is a typical week here. how hard is your life there????
and yet, somehow, i'm used to it and enjoying it. heh!

2008-07-24T18:11:00.004+08:00

oh no!! i realise i have not posted anything for weeks.. :( so sorry.. but then again i dunno what to write.. nothing much to say.. been quite stressed for the past few days.. but its ok.. part and parcel of sec 4 life.. oh and i rmb nicole writing it as part and puzzle of life.. lol.. life can be a puzzle though.. its hard to understand.. i guess we should just live our life to the fullest.. :) i hope after the Os can go overseas.. seems that the evil twins are going Australia.. i wanna go london!!! if possible.. haha.. no matter what i will make my parents to bring me there.. muahahaha.. :) fafa! pls post something.. thanks:P

It is singular how soon we lose the impression of what ceases to be constantly before us. A year impairs, a luster obliterates. There is little distinct left without an effort of memory, then indeed the lights are rekindled for a moment - but who can be sure that the Imagination is not the torch-bearer?

SO DEAD! haha.

2008-07-24T17:20:00.002+08:00

Boy is this blog dead or what.

FA post smth!

Dah and pooh, POST!

and...
DADA! UNBLOCK your blog!
:'( *sniffs*

A world with many types of ppl

2008-07-12T19:23:00.002+08:00

Today, i went tuition and as usual i have to take lunch all alone.Alone :( yup then i am so sway or rather lucky to meet a perfect 'fussy' married couple ("lucky" to meet such ppl.. but e kfc's staffs are rather SWAY... ). First, the lady actually requested the staff to increse the temperature so that their bao bei baby don't catch a cold. Then, i thought maybe this lady is a foreigner, she don't know that kfc is not her house lol... so i just try to be more understanding and ignored the matter. Then, i was queueing up to order when it was the man's( infront of me)turn... As usual people like me will wait patiently for my turn:) Little did i know, he will take forever to order just TWO MEAL... Later the "aircon" woman came running to the man, oh.. so they are husband and wife... wow... for a moment i thought i watching some kind of drama.
Mam: i want to change the potato to regular fries
1 min later: change my burger to...
Change my drink to....
Give me another potato..
Woman: can u give me a better box of potato... it open before
2 min later : give me another better one the cap is loose...
1 min later: can u change a better one, tell u two times already... the box is still not close properly, someone opened it before...
I ROLL MY EYE HUNDRED of a MILLION AND ONE TIMES ... god ... you are not eating the box wat... u are not like going to keep it for ur next generation or something....
1 min later after going back to her seat... she came back with her twister
woman: i last min don't want the sauce in the thing
I bought my thing and left... eyes dropping out soon after all e rollings of the eyes

Blah blah. Dead. Boo.

2008-07-10T20:11:00.006+08:00

Fa come back. :(
current mood: so-so.
Dunno what to post here anymore sorry guys will try harder next time kay. Go see my blog lah.
Kay gonna eat now though I have no appetite.
Oh ya thanks all u guys out there who really do care. Sean and haien namely, and maybe even some others. Really sweet lah kay. :)

Thanks! ♥

Not a facade. Repetitions do work... don't they?

Hope so.

BRokEn PieCEs...

2008-07-04T19:32:00.002+08:00

Went home> Silence> COLD WAR... the one between the two superpower due to lack of trust(LAME..) >no one talk >SILENCE> i in room > dad in living room > mum in toilet > everyone pretend that nothing happen > i pretend doing work> mum pretend using the toilet for one hr> dad pretend to be sleeping> no conversation was made> SILENCE > Mum took action> dress and leave the house > i roll my eye> dad signed Heavily... That goes on> i was left at home to take my dinner alone> gd> i have my own breathing space.....................................
(heart is extreme pain..... physically... and mentally...)

Yay nice pics:)

2008-06-22T15:44:00.003+08:00

Hey guys rah's back. ^^ Yay cy has posted 3 posts consecutively! ^^ Just trying to add a lil' variation. :) Don't want to neglect this blog cos of my own. Doing hw now... school's starting tmr. :( Actually not really keen to go back for some personal problems... don't like to meet certain ppl there... u guys won't understand. But ya nvm I won't be phased by it. ^^ So ya will be busy studying!! Going to check out the timetable now... Heheh had a lot of fun at the science centre thanks cy for the pics. After os will pass u the pics from the vietnam trip... :D Hmm shall put a link to the blog (though now not in use) so u guys can check out when you're real bored heheh. And so we can relive the experience. ^-^ Kays, think I'll go do some work now. Ahh have a headache. Boo. :'( And oh ya, cy i also think the u are the one results are damn disappointing the good-looking guy didn't win haha.

Bye see u guys at school tmr! ♥

continuation..

2008-06-21T17:33:00.005+08:00

opps sorry guys.. theres some kind of pro... there... these are the rest of the pics

hey gals and gays out there

2008-06-21T17:24:00.002+08:00

we went science centre yesterday... it was fun i should say.. but i was feeling rather sleepy.. nah.. these are some pics for u guys

hizzzzzzzzzzz everyone, im back

2008-06-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

Finally, i am updating again...actually i have lots of pictures and videos to update but i am quite lazy:) .LOL. kk.. now last few day i was quite busy. On saturday, i have my whole day packed. After going for that boring tuition, i went to KFC to take lunch:) alone:( I wanted to try that new stuff(twister or something like.. ) But it was not available at that moment:'() yup... so after that i went for a hair cut because its kind of messy... did not really cut it short, i just ask that person to thin it. Yup... but i realised when i tie it up, it will be in a big mess (as usual..haha)...(i hate to manage my hair) ..i reached home thinking i finally can rest after a long day then my mum tell me we are going to grand pa house to collect some stuff from my 2nd aunt who just came back from a holiday in australia(melbourne) Er... she said it was not fun and it was kind of boring..yap.. went back home to bathe and bla.. bla.. bla.. took dinner at nine and went airpot to send my aunt off to switzerland.. at Terminal 3 the new terminal... hey u all should go explore there, its quite cool.. her flight was at one am so we stay there quite long.. but the whole thing was VERY BORING. 7 adult and 1 child, i was left to talk to myself-.-(thank you for keeping me occupied:) lol thanks)ya so by the time i went home it was like 12.30am.. at the airpot, i also recalled the last moment fa was with us(quite sad actually, oh anyway fa, i dreamt that i went to india and u bought me a piece of chicken wing for 50 cents at e night market) I don't know why but recently i have so many weird dreams... dreams like i travel, i fail exams, i am having oral and things like that..:( yup and yesterday, sunday, i watch u are e one but e results were disappointing:((((((( ya k i shall stop, i will upload some pic if i have the time:))) bye

Aww...

2008-06-14T00:37:00.004+08:00

you guys looked like you had great fun in those pics (which are not very clear because to me, dah/rah looks like wangyi in one pic and siew han in another). wish i was there! =(

oh well.

anyway, random fact!!

did you know that there are earthworms as long as 3 whole freaking METRES!! they are called the Giant Worms and they come from Australia.

anyone up for delicious long worms? YUM! *pukes* i mean look at that!! omg!!

and yeah. thats my post for today. =D i'll be back with more random facts soon!

heheh:P

2008-06-13T16:31:00.012+08:00

hi ppl! okok.. sorry for the disappoinment.. dont make me look sooo bad can? hai.. :( so the twins were the first to arrive.. surprisingly.. :) so we waited for the rest at the playground.. yes.. playground.. i had not been to the playground for years.. always the kids dominate the place.. did not want to give them any competition.. heheh.. :) so we went there to play.. that's dah and myself.. i am not very sure what is that thing we are clinging onto.. :) dah was so scared stiff to climb over.. haha.. she screamed when she placed her foot one level higher.. :) dah is so scared of everything..
Dah and Rah.. trying to act cute only.. oops.. its natural.. i forgot.. *roll eyes* twin terror.. haha.. dah has grown slightly chubbier.. ^^ rah is still the same.. no difference.. vertically challenged.. ;) heheh..

Cbel took years to come.. we waited for her for an hour.. but within that hour.. so many things happened.. when cy and hf came, we played and screamed.. so fun.. haha.. cy and dah tried to rape HF on the slide.. i was not quick enough to get a pic of it.. we also played catching.. we tried catching HF.. while running abt.. dah and i saw something.. it was a panty!! oh my.. we laughed till our sides ached.. HF was staring at it only.. naughty HF.. then he ran up one story but was not fast enough.. rah and myself reached before he could run any further.. then dah joined us.. the three of us surrounded him.. it looked like a gang rape.. but we were let him off in the end.. :D finally bel arrived and went to my house.. lunch was ready by then..

finally bel arrived.. we went back to my house to eat.. CY eyeing at the chicken wings.. HF drooling at the sight of the sausages.. HAHA.. bel cant wait to tuck in.. dah and rah look as if they are not hungry but i could hear the stomach grumbling.. im not in the pic cuz i am the photographer.. duh.. heheh.. :)

only the main dishes can be seen.. the side dishes are at the side of course! haha.. ok.. is not funny.. quite lame.. :) without further delay.. all tucked in.. bel at the most.. haha.. she did not take breakfast also.. i guess she knows that good food was awaiting so must be in empty stomach to whack nicely.. lol.. :D no offence bel!

after lunch we went to my room to play cluedo.. rah won the first round.. so sad.. no one can defeat her.. hai.. that was when i told everyone that if anyone wins other than rah will get something from me.. in the end the only person who was able to defeat rah was her twin dah.. i guess only rah's twin can beat her.. hai.. oh ya.. dah! remind me to give you your gift that i promised.. :)

we then played online games.. neopets actually to be more specific.. hf was a pro la.. u would have known that from dah's and rah's post.. :) did not realise time flies past very fast.. we had some snacks for tea break and watched zac and cody.. damn funny.. heheh.. once the show ended all left.. home sweet home.. :) cy has some more pics.. hopefully she uploads them..

i hope we can go science centre next week!! happy hols friends!

Veeny's house day:)

2008-06-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

Yay went to pooh's house today! Don't have pics with me to upload though.:( I'll leave it to pooh and maybe cy to upload ya. Had fun at the playground where we raped hf hahaha... naughty cbel came an hour late. :) Then ate a yummy lunch and did stuff... :)) Read my blog for more will write there. :) Thanks for today guys had fun:D And thanks to pooh's mum taking good care of us ^-^ Pooh! Why no movie? :( Oh well another time then. Oo btw hf's a pro in counting flying potatoes and dodging ice cream scoops ahaha. :D
Ahh need to start on all the heymath crap boo.:(
Upload any pictures soon guys ;) Kay wanna watch ANTM now. Ciao!

Dah : back from Veeny's house:P

2008-06-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

Wow... It's been really really long since i last blogged properly.. :P So sorry guys!
(omigosh. Is bird flu back? And what does water have to do with the ability to make babies?!?) Haha that was random~
lalala. watching news now, you see.
Hahah... so yeah.. today we went to Pooh's house. (: At first i didn't want to go! cos i was still feeling sick): But rara wanted me to go so.. just go lah.:D Also because i didn't want to miss out on the fun lah. :) So it was me, rara, Cy, C'bel, and hf there! :) Me and rara went the earliest.. and guess what? we like waited for a whole hour for C'bel to come! We waited at the playgrd.. haha.Yes we are still young. There's nothing odd with us playing at the playgrd alright? :P
( hmm...some water contains oestrogen haha. cool.)
Naughty Belbel!! haha. so when she came.. we went up to pooh's house to eat! Yup. then we watched some tv, played the com, played some games.. :) OH and i want to add! Pooh cheat our feelings! say what.. got horror movie.. in the end don't even have de! ))): So sad. We were all looking forward for the scare !! Nvm... next time :P Must have lor!! @~@ hmph. hahah. but say thanks to your mum for lunch! She's really nice:)
Yeah well... it was a pleasant day today.. hope we have more enjoyable days!!
( awww.! I hope i get better by tmr! Still keeping a box of tissues just beside me... serious!!)

hey babes.. these are for you

2008-06-08T15:18:00.005+08:00

pink rule the world...

a girl... i think

look at the cheeks(feel like pinching it)

hihi!:)

2008-06-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

hi peeps! heheh.. its been a few days since i last posted.. that was an emo one.. but now i feel better.. way happier and free.. yay! freedom.. haha.. :P so finally fa has started to post some things in this blog.. thanks fa! i still remember us pestering you to update but u refused.. but am truly delighted that u have started to update.. miss you alot.. i wish all of us can go to your place and meet ya there.. :D oh ya.. that dah is so forgetful.. we have been reminding her to get the green tea but she always forget it.. hai.. i guess she is ageing very fast.. tsk tsk.. better take some vitamins to improve your memory power.. heheh:) kidding la.. on the other hand fa.. dont be too hopeful that you will get the green tea.. it all lies in the hands of dah.. the rest will be coming over to my house in a few days' time.. dunno what to get for them.. i have a movie so two hours will be spent watching the movie.. maybe i should get them some games.. oh ya.. im going to hide the CLUEDO gameset.. brings back bad memories of rah winning all the games.. :( and i will always lose to her by one round.. hai.. shall get a game which she will be the weakest link!! muahaha.. oh ya.. can train our neopets at my place ya? :) hope we will have a great time.. and i told my mum to fry sausages for HF! haha.. he likes sausages.. ^^ hmmm.. that's all i guess.. its very late alr.. need to sleep.. goodnight ppl!

A Lil' Serious

2008-06-07T22:02:00.006+08:00

sometimes, i fail to realise that this may be the place i'll be forever. the realisation hits me hard. it stuns me for a while. is this how i wanted my life to be? without my father, my brother all the way there, family living far apart. its really sad. today a year ago, this was not how i thought my future would be. a yeara ago, in my daydreams, i had my dad, my mom, my bro, my sis, my friends all together. now, those dreams are shattered. its hard. its sad. but i know i have to move on. and yeah, i did. my outlook on life? changed totally. no longer the same. life is like a bubble. here one second - full of energy, gone the next - vanished forever. so what i'm trying to say here is - really, cherish your life, your loved ones, your enemies and most of all, cherish yourself and your time. you may never have another. say what you want to say as soon as possible because you never know when that ear might stop hearing and when your mouth may stop moving. just really cherish everything. Life really IS precious....

=))

yours truthfully,

Long day...

2008-06-07T08:14:00.002+08:00

Hey guys... ytd was a pretty long day... yep as my sis has alr said, we went to malaysia and we got our hair done. Yup it's now straight... and a tad bit shorter:( Oh well... it'll grow back :) Not really used to my hair but it definitely feels lighter now and not that thick!:D Read my blog for more:) Anyways yay Fa's back! Heheh. Welcome back!!:D Okay *sigh* gotta do work today. Sian:( Dunno what else to write.... hai. Hey, somehow, I don't really care anymore... strange... but GOOD! It's true that time heals all wounds :) It gets mundane and tiring to bother after awhile... emotional drainage. Haha. Gosh Da's still in bed and I feel bored. Lalala. Sorry for short post. And ya lazy to post any pic of me or whatever now. No big deal la:) Byee!

Ahh dada's awake now! Hee. <3

Orange Power! Orange Glamour! Orange!

2008-06-07T00:17:00.005+08:00

hello people. the orange is back. but the orange is going to be short. because the orange has nothing much to say. because the orange doesnt have much going on. because the orange is bored. because the orange has nothing to do. because the orange is too lazy to do anything. because the orange is too weak to get up. because the orange doesnt want to get up. because the orange is too lazy. because the orange is bored. because the orange is FARHA! YAY!! *clap clap* =D

hehe. yup. am bored and i officially have nothing more to write other than...

i'm down with a flu. my nose is all weezy

the rain is falling down, its going to be like this for months

school has started now, made friends, am fine now

homework comes in buckets, big GIGANTIC buckets.

i go home on a public bus. a public bus that discriminates.

public buses (PB) here only allows the students to go in when the bus is full, no seats left and sometimes, the bus doesnt even stop for us only because we pay the student price. LAME!

and i miss SPONGEBOB. i dont have Nickelodean here, i dont have Disney Channel!!

my life is OVER!!

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and oh, hello rah, dah, CY and asveeny! =D

yours ORANGE-LY

Farha =D

Dah is back!

2008-06-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hi Dear Blog~ It's been long since I last posted here.

well, for starters, the picture that you guys put.. the cute ones.. They're SO CUTE! And i especially LOVE that baby video that Rara found! Absolutely adorable:P

Hah. Today, went to Malaysia, well... just johore. Got myself a haircut. Gosh. Stupid Jam back to Singapore... went on for like.. a whole hour! But with me and rara in the car, i guess it never got boring. we were sarcastic, lame, mean.. ahha. and we made fun of everything we saw haha. Even the car that was farting non-stop, that was beside us. :D

Well. Yeah. ERM my hair is so straight now. haha.

KK this is a short one! Can't wait to go to pooh's house! Watch horror movie! HEHE, so fun:P
And science centre too! heehee. :P

hm

2008-06-06T18:47:00.002+08:00

lol... bored.. few days ago someone send something which i really dont know what he means, but if i do i will not try to know, really! ok... i am not ready for those things... and i am not interested too... haiz... never mind if my friends out there dun no what i mean ...(sorry to use all short forms cos i rushin lol) oh.. there i am so tired today... i woke up at only 12,30 k... i gonna stop writin cos ra is bombing me with messages......................

I.LUV.CUTE

2008-06-05T14:39:00.004+08:00

First and foremost: http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/9c30f99804 you guys have to watch this the baby's so adorable! :D''

Cy for you in return. Found another cute baby while surfing the net heheh. + cute baby bunny!

Kay also, happy birthday haien!:))

Poor cy got called a pervert by jh cos of me haha sorry cy. Just happens that my name corresponds to BRA :)

Yay managed to coax janine into going for the class outing. Think I should be going:) I'll see how things go.

Yeah going to Malaysia tmr:) Shopping and hair haha. But ya should shop in s'pore for the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!^-^v

Fa where have you been not posting? :( Post soon ur colour's orange! :D

Yay one week of real hol here I come! Ah but damn have got some work to do still. Oh well. Oh ya guys, wanna go to the science centre some time next week? Wanna check out the stuff on genetics. Can, can? :DD Hee. Wanna watch the omnitheatre!!! :( ahaha. Been a loooong time since I last did.

Can't wait to go to pooh's house and watch a jap HORROR movie!:D Been some time since i last watched a good one:) Last horror I watched was the worst ever... think, rather, it was the company that was nice..

Okay i'm done for now. :) Byee! ♥

for my friends

2008-06-04T18:39:00.002+08:00

for you rah ... thought of looking for a bra but the search came out to be some disgusting things so decided to give u a cute babe(i snatch this from my mum k... she loved it alot)

For Asv and Dah, Asv(poo) and Dah(piggy)

:(

2008-06-01T16:24:00.002+08:00

ytd i had to attend a function.. a function which i really didnt want to attend.. i dreaded the thought of going but my parents forced me to go with them..:( the reason? the one and only reason was that i didnt want to see him.. yupp.. it was his family function.. it was the first time i going to see him after that fateful day.. i was so scared u know.. sighs.. so many things were going through mind.. how his reaction will be and all that.. luckily when i reached i didnt see him.. phew! was talkin to my sis and some people whom i knew.. everything was fine until he came.. not even a hello was exchanged between the both of us.. his friend came to me to say hi and gave me an excuse that he was unwell.. he could say hi to my sis but not to me.. funny right? i thought everything was over when i last spoke to him but i was wrong.. i guess he was not over with it.. i dont understand why he had to avoid me.. its not a crime say hello to a friend rite? we have known each other for a long time.. :( it made me feel so bad.. at that moment i wanted to talk to him but i did not.. cos he did not even acknowledge my presence.. then why shld i? i know im no different from him but i cant help it.. i dont even give a damn abt it anymore.. i hate ppl who say one thing and does another.. it just pisses me off.. i rolled my eyes everytime our gaze met each other's.. after the exams were over, he messaged me asking how was i.. it was nice of him.. i replied and we chatted for some time.. i felt that all was fine and maybe we might become friends like before.. but my hope was dashed after ytd.. he changed alot.. appearance and character.. why are guys like that? can never understand them.. maybe i know why he was cold towards me.. it was an abrupt decision.. yes i know.. but the way the whole thing was going on did not seem right to me.. instead of pushin it further, i felt that i should put a end to it.. if i had not decided that day.. the same thing would have happened at a later date.. but then.. we will only experience more hurt and pain.. i didnt want that.. i had enough of all those crying and sleepless nights.. it was too much.. it was so unfair.. i had to bear all those pain and there he was acting as if nothing had happened.. its excruciationg.. so.. ytd was not what i had expected.. to make matter worse.. i will have to see him again in two weeks time.. hai.. because of that i was mood out today.. no mood to do anything.. i just wanted to lock myself in the room and be alone for the whole day.. so now rah u know why i was mood out.. im feeling much better now.. dont want to brood abt it.. bygones are bygones.. think abt the future.. that's all i guess.. got to go now! byebye..

um... life is like a jungle...

2008-06-01T16:10:00.005+08:00

:(sad events...

Four weeks of holiday have started long ago, yes and one week passed. (i am neither sad nor excited about it) i have not started revision or things like that...I am always so lost after mid yr, don't noe what to do next but just slack ...And, sometimes i really hope time can stop...then i will not need to face the 'o's ..Its really freaking.. i am so scared of 'o's partly due to my pasts- psle... something which haunted till now:( yes.. and i am those pple who can't get over with thing that quickly... haiz.......................... But, the fact is i hv to face it regardless of the past. The only thing that i can do is to overcome it and walk out of the past .. really, many pple advised me to get over it(that includes a friend of mine and my mum) .. and i think i should.. sooner or later

:) happy

two days ago, i went to SP to have my eyesight checked. its quite cheap.. $5 only and the person who is incharged of me is a guy( sp opt student). He is freaking cute or rather nice and sweet... no words can describe him:) i was in the room for like 2 hr with him doing the check... he is damn funny still can't get him off my mind:)

hi friends!

2008-05-31T15:02:00.004+08:00

sniff sniff.. :( having a hard time trying to edit.. hope i can get it done as soon as possible.. rara did a great job by changing the blog skin.. good job!:D hehe.. but.. cant edit the damn thing.. so irritating.. sighs.. nvm.. shall not give up.. will try my best to sort it out.. though i have been on the com for like two hours trying to figure it out, i will still persevere.. :)

the holiday lessons were quite fun.. the teachers were in a good mood.. :) miss lim gave us marshmallows.. hehe.. yum yum.. :) lessons are ok.. nothing interesting to talk abt the lessons.. hehe.. :) i hope it will be ok and not so stressful.. its good enough.. that's all i guess.. cya soon.. have my dental appointment and a function to attend.. till next time then.. bye!

Whew at last... =.=

2008-05-31T13:33:00.004+08:00

Whew at last... finally changed the skin of this blog. Proves that it's not dead yet! Hmm.. still have got some technical faults to fix. Oh well.. pooh's taking over:) Hope it gets done soon! Hmm gotta go off soon. Spent too much time on the blog. Dah's gone out so I'm pretty much alone now. :( Will do some work later I guess. Quietude can be nice at times, you know? :) Hmm can't wait to get a hair cut in one week's time! :) Think I'm gonna rebond it. Yup! Hee.

School's been kinda relaxing these days:)) Bio lessons are fun! Physics pracs are not too bad.. finally feel like we're going somewhere with physics;) 'O's are drawing nearer... can't wait till it's over! Then can finally do some resolutions of which I shall remain undisclosed at this moment.. Heheh. Pooh seems to be having some problems with the editing at this moment. Poor pooh:(

Sometimes, when I get all sentimental and stuff.. I'd think of the past a bit. I mean, not that I'm finding life hard now, of course. Life's great!:) Just that occassionally I'd reminisce. And it's just really really strange, cos deep down I know he was really mean to me at times and stuff.. but I'd keep thinking that there was another better side of him. And now I wonder whether I was deluded. Maybe I was. Maybe I was gullible and naive, thinking that everyone had tact and just a lil' love inside, ya know? Nah I still think it's true. Won't think too much into it. Life's beautiful. and so is the world, babyy. Hahah. Weird, getting all optimistic and stuff haha. Sometimes, a one-sided view can make life happier, don't you agree? Sometimes, ignorance is bliss.

Okay, think i'll go do some other stuff now.. TC and till next time!♥

:)

2008-05-17T15:30:00.006+08:00

hi everybody.. so.. the weekend has arrived finally.. weekends are the best period of the week.. favourite tv shows.. can wake up late.. can stay up late at night.. play computer games as long as i want.. so many things.. 24 hours is not enough for me.. lol.. :) yupp.. so.. i got back all of my results.. did badly for most of them.. i expected it actually.. the only thing to cheer me up is my maths.. scored A1 for both A and E.. :D but am still not satisfied.. sniff sniff.. gotta work hard for the upcoming exams i guess.. no point crying over spilt milk.. told my mum the results and i knew she was not so happy.. she told me start studying.. but come on ya.. the exams just ended and u want me to study? no way.. but still i took out a book for her sake and read through half heartedly.. sighs.. :( oh well.. the only responsibility we have is to study hard and do well in exams right? that's wat all the parents want.. they dont expect us to do anything else other studying.. they have a point there too.. :) ytd we received the timetable for the hols.. three damn weeks of classes.. only one pathetic week to rest.. how horrible is that.. :( to make matter worse.. we have physics for one whole week and all are two to three hours of lessons.. oh gosh.. can die one.. he had to take so many slots.. got mental problem i think.. and one have one lesson of chemistry.. so sad.. wanted more of chemistry lessons than physics.. argh! damn it.. poor miss cheong.. hai.. the school had to drop such a bombshell on us.. dunno how is it gonna be.. hope for the best.. today actually the evil twins were supposed to go for the maths olympiad but didnt go.. naughty le the two of them.. pester me to also join.. eventually i gave in and said i will.. u two better tell mr tan.. im not gonna say anything.. hmph! heheh.. but to tell the truth its quite fun solving maths questions.. crack ur brain to solve one question.. not bad la.. hee.. :) read cp's post.. so ur mum know abt it now? thats quite scary.. got scolded ah? oh no.. :( but now everything is ok right? cheer up kk? :) its good that ur mum understood it..

nothing much to say alr.. life is way way better now.. so much happier.. :D friends are the best.. there is no other relationships in this world that can out beat friendship.. this is the only relationship that will last forever.. love does not last that long.. and its not the same as friendship.. there are somethings u can tell ur friends but not to the person whom u love.. im very lucky to have u guys as my friends.. love ya lots!!:) hee.. hope we will remain as friends forever.. true friendships last forever.. and i believe our friendship is true and will definitely last forever.. and i hope u feel the same way..

hmmm.. u have to cut ur hair for sure.. its quite long.. ur sis especially.. super duper long.. one set back abt rebonding is that u shld avoid tying ur hair for at least a week or so.. up to u la.. i will rebond my hair at the end of the year.. hehe.. its the best time.. :)

i understand how u(rah) feel.. :) always be the rah whom i first knew.. cheerful and bubbly.. hehe:) take care kk? u can talk to me and trash out everything.. im all ears to listen.. okie?

Boredddd.

2008-05-17T12:32:00.004+08:00

Hey guys. :) (Just, i've updated!) :D

Yep the exams have long been over... But the after-effects, that is, happiness, lasted for too short a while. It's pretty relaxing now, but it can get REALLY boring. Still have got chinese work to do though. 'O's are like one week away. Hence the 'intensive training'. Note the inverted commas. It's more like intensive slacking, okay. Well, at least in lessons that is. =.= Hmm. Think I'm going out for lunch later. :) Didn't go for the math olympiad thingie. Hai. I can't do the questions! Ahh I don't even know what I'm doing in there. Well... got back most of my results. They're okay, but I know there's definitely room for improvement. Shan't go on to rant on about each grades... What's done is done. My main aim is to do well for the 'O's, that's what matters most now. Oo anyways I think I'm done for for chinese! Haii. No glimmer of hope, at all. =.= Hmm cried earlier on.. memories I did not wish to revisit came back to me... As the saying goes, the past will haunt you; secrets or lies buried will be dug out eventually. But it's for the better mum found out the truth. I feel much better now. It's true, I got my punishment there and then. Mum understood and told me what happened in the past is history. I'm sorry mum I'll never do it again, I promise. Anyway yeah, I'm moving on pretty well... what happened today was pretty unexpected. A hiccup, in a way. But yeah, life's been pretty okay since it was over. Though sometimes I admit, I miss those times spent with you.. like how we let the buses past... not wanting to leave the other alone. And my favourite experience was going out with you alone for the first time. I'd never forget that. The movie sucked but i enjoyed talking to you.:)Though we've both had our fair share of bad experiences, those memories shall never perish... wonder if it will on your side... Wonder if you kept my gifts and letters... looks like those two repelling half hearts was a sign, huh. *sigh*. Oh well. :)

Wee I'm going to have a hair cut next week... maybe I'll even go on to rebond my hair! :D Not sure how it'll turn out. But heard that u can't tie up ur hair for a period after. Oh dear, there'll be lessons then. How? =/ Looks like i'll have to go to school without tying my hair? But yeah I'm still considering. Mum asked me to consider curling my hair. Hmm... What do you guys think? Anywayy, my hair's super long now! Hahah. Haven't had hair this long in ages... ;) It's like at my waist ahaha.

Hmm okay mummy's waiting for me! Heheh going out with her alone for the first time in a looooooong time! Bye guys!

Memories to keep and forever behold. :) At least I bared everything I had to more than half a year ago... I have no regrets at all. I'm only sorry you couldn't find any value in me at the end.

hi peeps! :)

2008-05-12T22:52:00.006+08:00

hi peeps! so.. finally the exams are over.. stress free now.. :) over the weekend damn slack.. watch tv.. got back my sleep.. for the whole of the exams i did not have sufficient sleep.. :( study so hard for exams.. needed a break.. :P played lots of online games too:) hehe.. did not study for physics and bio.. actually tried to study but could not.. the tv shows were very nice.. hee.. couldnt help it.. so monday was officially the last day of exams.. went to catch a movie at plaza.. with the twins.. met someone whom i did not want to meet.. :( so unlucky.. hai.. watched ironman.. IRONMAN ROCKS!:D like the guy.. thou he is not that young but ok la.. heehee.. the climax was the nicest.. could have been better.. that's what i felt.. reached home just in time for the arena.. haha.. RI against Hwa Chong.. it was the best round i had ever watched.. and of course RI won.. :) because of nicholas quah.. that was what someone said.. -.- whateva la.. ashish still rocks.. >.<>
so ytd and today was post exam.. damn slack one.. ytd we watched transformers and alvin and the chipmunks.. :) transformers was very nice.. chipmunks.. dont have to say much.. CUTE!! ADORABLE!! i love theodore the most.. the cutest among the three chipmunks.. i wish i can have him with me.. :) but its impossible.. so sad.. rah said she can be theodore.. -.- no way man.. no one can be like theodore.. hmph! but i cant believe some ppl can be so crazy over chipmunks.. play the songs so many times.. so childish.. that was for ytd.. today was boring.. we had a career fair.. not bad actually.. it was nice.. got to know lots abt the various polys and the courses they offer.. was an eye opener.. :) that was for only two hours.. after that we did not have any activities.. clock was ticking so slowly.. seconds seemed like years.. gosh.. finally school came to an end.. the rest had mother tongue lessons after that for two hours.. intensive training.. lol.. sound more like intensive care unit like that.. haha.. :)
life is ok now.. i had enough of everything.. im over with it now.. actually on monday we had a chat.. after so many weeks.. it was totally different.. the tone.. the subject we talked abt was all different.. not like last time.. iin away its better.. thou everything is over does not mean thats the end to it.. still can be freinds right? that was what i told.. and yupp.. good friends now.. :) im happy now.. we are friends again.. its nice to be that way.. cant be enemies.. even if we want to ignore each other we cant.. we have to meet each other and act as if nothing happened.. i dun want it to be like that.. might as well become friends and be normal right?:) to tell the truth i cant forget everything totally.. there may be bitter memories but some of them are worth remembering.. will never forget them..
that's all for now.. bye peeps! cya soon:))

Just saying hi (:

2008-05-11T13:55:00.005+08:00

Hi!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY all the momma's out there ;)

LTNblog....

Exams are (almost) over! Wee. :D Finally, I'll be able to go out! Happiness~

Many things have happened since, but i'd rather not reminisce.

Let's leave things as they are, shall we? 7 months after that midnight.

Bye........... ^-^

The coil has ended, but not through oblivion. A mistake from the very beginning.

Dah is here (again-.-)

2008-05-09T15:46:00.005+08:00

Thank God! Exams are coming to an end! and i can finally rest! My neck has been hurting few days into the exams. Wonder if it came from a stiff neck, or maybe i was simply too stressed?
Nah. But i don't think that can be called stressed. (: Probably cos i fell asleep in a stupid position, holding my chem notes somemore haha. ermerm. But thank God i survived the exams without having to study way into the night! :P Well and Hong Fai tells me it's normal to do so.. -.- I still need my sleep okay? Exams or not. regardless, I need my Sleep! haha
Think i'll be sleeping early today @-@

Waaah. See i feeling quite sleepy le! Heheh

mmmmm. so this blog may be dead but hahaWhatever right. :P
heehe. MM. can't wait till exams are officially over it's been a while since i can relax! And i mean relax not slack haha.
K so i guess there's a difference.
K guess i'll just be offf. Nothing much to write already.. Just exam and stuff. Just wait for results lor haha. Maybe that's one thing not that good bout having exams over. But that should beat a stiff neck anytime ^-^

(:
Eh still must message me haha.

my post for today.. :(

2008-03-31T18:11:00.004+08:00

today.. i wont be telling anything.. i have some poems and quotes that will explain to all of u how i am feeling.. yupp..

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

Yes, I will go. I would rather grieve over your absence than over you.

Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.

Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it.

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water.

that's all for now.. :(

Thanks to pooh bear:) [Dah]

2008-03-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

Such a sweet poem about friends:)
Friends will always be there for you no matter where you go,
They’ll make you smile, help you out, and let their feelings known
Share the good moments with all that you see,
Because everyone’s heart deserves to be free.
So shed all your worries, let go of your woe
And travel with me to a world we all know.
And as the years go by, we’ll never forget
Never feel pain or an ounce of regret.
Because friends are forever and forever we’ll be.
Thanks for always being there for me.
And with you near by, I can close my eyes and rest
And know when I wake up, the world is where it should be
All because you’re a great friend to me.

Maybe some of you can relate to this...
When was love supposed to make you cry?
I look to the heavens and ask them why.
But they don’t whisper a single phrase,
Leaving me here, wandering in a daze.

this dedicated to kueh and cp

2008-03-30T21:30:00.003+08:00

Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.

There is one friend in the life of each of us who seems not a separate person, however dear and beloved, but an expansion, an interpretation, of one's self, the very meaning of one's soul.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

"Tears may come and go,
But there's one thing I know.
All my life you're a friend of mine.
You can depend on me.I'll be fine...
'Cause you're a friend of mine."

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them."

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend."I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends."

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.

Friends are the sailors who guide your rickety boat safely across the dangerous waters of life.

oh god

2008-03-30T18:57:00.008+08:00

hello ppl!! long time no see.. hee:) so.. it has been nearly a week since i posted.. oh well.. i guess u wld have known the reason as kueh has alr stated that we had 6 tests.. can u believe it? it was so stressful for all of us.. i did not have enough sleep for the whole week.. to make matter worse.. the tests were pretty tough.. :( sniff sniff.. especially chem.. it was a killer.. one reason.. so many quetions but very little time to finish it.. i made lots of careless mistakes and left many questions undone.. not literally blank but just scribbled something hoping that i could get some sympathy marks.. sighs.. this actually affected my A math test.. wasnt able to concentrate properly but i tried my best.. kinda worried for the results.. all will be given next week.. all the results will be released next week.. and im damn worried.. dun wanna fail any subjects.. :( sighs.. dun wanna talk abt it alr.. makes me feel more stressed..

hmm.. ytd we had our A math lesson.. mrs toh was like rushing through all the formulae.. she didnt stop to take a break and we ended half an hour later.. then.. kueh, cp and i went to mac.. cp was doing her chem which we had to hand in on friday.. naughty cp!! never to do hw ah.. tsk tsk.. meanwhile.. dah was in agony.. CRAMPS.. hahas.. she was in great pain.. she looked as if she was in labour.. hee:) poor kueh..i understand how u feel but cant help from laughing.. hehe.. ;) yupp.. she was going to the toilet several times.. so.. i was left alone all by myself to do something.. the evil twin neglected me.. can u believe it? they neglected POOH!! sniff sniff.. but i tried to do something.. CP was trying her best to finish the assignment asap and she did it!! yay.. im proud of u CP!! hehe.. ;) good job ya? after that had some french fries and went back to school for cp to hand in her work.. yupp.. then.. home sweet home!!:)

yupp.. lately.. not in the best mood.. dunno why.. actually i cant say that i dunno.. it kinda complicated.. when u are gone.. the pieces of my heart im missing u.... when u are back.. i feel so lonely.. we are so near now yet i feel that we are far apart.. why is that so? oh god.. im suffering here and there you are being so care-free.. why?why? just give an answer.. just dont go without answering.. it aches.. :( its like we have never fought over any single thing.. yet.. the distance between us is becoming wider.. should we just split and go on our ways? i dunno.. haiz..

that's all i guess..:) there are somethings that should be left unsaid.. hee.. :) okay then.. cya!! bb!!

Phew(: -for the moment x-x [Dah]

2008-03-30T18:43:00.004+08:00

Like.. last week we had like 6 tests right? like wow! English.Chemistry.Add math.Biology.Chinese.E math. One two three... six. YUP. it's 6 alright. lol. well, it is good that it's over.. But hey.. Reality check- Mid year's coming. )): sigh. nvm. it's practice for the big 'O's i guess. yeah! :) practice. And practice, makes perfect.:))) Or close to perfect.:)) Or good enough.:)
haha. erm well.. i hope next week will be a fun week! at leasts there are no tests! heheh.
wow. haha,veeny pooh bear and cp rara must have remembered me ytd? rmbr? haha. i was like dying remember peeps? haha. But seriously it's been really long since Menstrual cramps made me act like i was:P A little disturbing right ppl. HAHA i was kidding, i mean.. it wasn't that bad! haha. But thank God (maybe it was more.. someone, than god(: ) for those pink pills! i mean like seriously.. they really do work! haha. Just hope i don't get too reliant on them! Or i'll seriously be dead the next time it strikes. But really.. Thanks for the pills!♥ Must have been rather awkward for you :D but i was simply in dire needs of it. ;-;
KK. That's all for now. life is happiness! Thanks to the peeps who love me, and i love too!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HONG FAI! Hope you had an awesome day today!

Take care!

helloo!!

2008-03-24T17:45:00.003+08:00

hi peeps!! this whole week got so many tests to study for.. stressed.. argh.. hope it wont be difficult.. dun wanna fail.. :( so far my scores are just okay.. sighs.. this post is gonna be short so yupp.. nothing much to expect.. my previous post was on sat only.. so yupp..

today was petty ok.. except that we were given an english and test and it was a surprise test!!! i had done it before but i cant remember anything one.. :( so.. no point.. sighs.. i tink i did it quite badly.. oh well.. done is done.. nothing can be changed alr.. just have to wait for the results.. physics was so boring.. we only went thru the physics common test(which he took abt three weeks before he could return it to us) worst still he only went thru half of the paper.. so pissed off.. hope it will not affect our studies.. today got to see some interesting things abt some ppl.. hee..:)

LTNW!

2008-03-22T12:45:00.004+08:00

Long time no write!

OMG. Only now do i realise how long ago my last post was. What about school just beginning... and that letter.. gosh. So passe. Hmm. Many things have happened but like that poem you sent me, as good as if things had never begun, going in one big round, only to be back at square one. (omg, it rhymes! I wrote that myself) Haha, months later we're back to square one. But in between that many things happened like.. ! First time for both you and me. But i kinda think it doesn't matter much to you anymore. The first time was great. So comfortable, so many things to talk about. Second time, i wish it never happened. REGRET. I'll never do that again... ever. But then again, you did have to sacrifice too so... ah wth. I just don't understand how you could stand inflicting emotional hurt on me! It's just not normal! What did i do wrong?

Haha. But I'm like over it. Hard at first, a little bit but now I'm (so) over it. Haha. Just not sure where we are now. It's (as usual) too abrupt an ending.

Hmm. Justina mentioned about teachers being biased and all... Yeah, although i was one of the "girls", i do agree. I don't think the school should only try to 'groom' those with supposed 'potential'. I mean... it should be a level playing field. Doesn't every queenswayan count, as they always say? And anyway, rgd the high achievers, one measley progress report doesn't decide one's capabilities! I mean, for the next one i know it'll be diff alr. So, my point is, stop judging ppl based on a slip of paper. And ya, rgd the pointing out of mistakes in front of the entire class, i, too, think it was not very nice... at all. Maybe he should seriously get a taste of his own medicine. And oh ya, stop giving ppl false hope! Yup. Though it didn't really matter.

It was our sports meet on thursday and UNICORN won as overall champion! After 3 years, finally! The dark horse! ;) Since it was the last one, we all cheered our hearts out! ^-^ woot! It was so much fun:) And got to see Mr Ma run (or gallop) like the wind! Haha. What a dashing stallion ;);)

Aww gotta study for the upcoming tests this week.. =.= Nvm, it's expected la. The Big 'O's!

Hmm. Hope to see CY and Cbel updating! Kay I think I'm like quite done for now. Can't possibly write everything or else it'd be a novel already. Haha.

Ciao! XOXO ...

hai..

2008-03-22T12:27:00.006+08:00

waah!! i realise our blog is becoming inactive.. actually i wanted to update the blog yesterday but was not in the mood and i was quite lazy.. cp msg me to update.. that's why im updating now!!
hai.. three months have just passed.. and its like so boring.. everyday we have to stay back for lessons.. study for tests.. we had our common tests before the march holidays.. next week we have three tests in a row.. sighs.. stressed.. :( but thankfully friends are very encouraging and fun to be with.. im able to go on because of them.. they are on of the reasons why im wearing a smile on my face.. thanks ppl! kueh and cp are so cute lately.. haha.. the both of them are potty-trained but im still wearing pampers.. but hey.. im proud of it.. hee.. it shows that im cuter!! >.<>
hols was fun.. went to watch movie with kueh and cp and rasina.. hee..:) watched leap years.. stupid story actually.. didnt know that one can still remember of a person for four years and still like him when u just talked to him for a few hours.. hee.. but some ppl like the movie.. i dunno why.. went to ps to watch that weird movie.. we had lunch in kfc.. and guess wat? we saw some of our classmates.. haha..luckily they didnt see us.. haha.. phew! after the movie we went to cineleisure to take neoprints.. there was shooting going on when we went there.. haha.. after taking the neoprint we went to burger king.. took some bites there.. and chat for some time.. we shared lots of things.. :) the next day we had amath lesson.. mrs toh was so cute.. hee:) the lesson was fun actually.. then kueh, cp and i went to mac.. the two babies didnt take their breakfast so they ate there.. i just saw them eating.. hehe.. then we went back home lor.. but we went online and chat a few times.. on sun was the best.. cy and fa were online too.. we took so many quiz.. hee :) but cy was quite sick.. :( traumatise me one.. sniff sniff..
sighs.. i have not been myself since last week.. feel something is missing.. but i dunno what is that.. haha.. weird rite? but that's the truth.. sighs.. hope things will be better.. i will try my best not to worry about anything.. yupp.. haiz.. yupp its true that i miss him.. :( nothing to hide wat.. hope he comes back fast.. dunno what he is doing now.. haha.. still thinking of him.. i guess i will have to go on.. dun wanna get too distracted and worked up because of that.. yupp..:) he said he will msg me.. hope he does.. heheh..:)
i guess that's all for now.. haha.. bb.. cya soon!!

O-O inactive! Dah(:

2008-03-22T12:19:00.004+08:00

Omigosh. it sure has been long. well, cos it's really been quite busy for all of us.. ): heheh. so i guess.. not much time to post? (good enough excuse? x-x) haha. well well well. let's see. what to talk about? haha. well... last thursday was Sports Day! and it was our last one.. ): how sad right? but the good news is.. Unicorn won the overall, as best house for 2008! nownow.. all good unicorn ppl would know.. in previous years we always came in last! so it's been really surprising. Oh~ and also.. i got to see Mr Ma run! how exciting! lol all of us were like screaming like mad ppl. hehe. it was a good sports day i guess. and did you see Mdm June Tan shorts! hahaha. how satisfying(;
Heheh. Asveeny told me she misses her special someone.. how sweet ! (: lol. if you've watched The Leap years, you'd know that in love letters, the words " i miss you" appear more often than "i love you" . haha. but the show... well quite weird. i was like complaining. cos i think it is dumb to wait 4 years to just meet once! how lame right. and the reason why every 4 years? " i guess things are better left unsaid" HOW LAME.
haha.
B.O.Y.S most of the time, they spell problem. My advice to you, is to just forget him.. cos i really think he is not worth it lah. And i'm postive you can find someone MUCH BETTER than him.. someone who knows how to treat ppl with RESPECT. Seriously, i don't hope to see you getting hurt once again. It's been too many times. Besides, he's simply NOT WORTH IT.
SIGH. Oh when?? When can we finally step down!! ): I thought it would be somewhere in March? well March is coming to an end! oh let's just get this over with. yes yes. Of course i know! there have been real nice times. and i mean REALLY spendid times. but recently.. it's really not been good.
It's just that.. we're being treated like... ! ! ! nvm. i guess now we're sec 4s.. it's been much better. And we have some real nice juniors. So.. i guess there's hope.
WELL.But Life has been really wonderful i guess. really wonderful. Though there have been some changes. But hey, there is only one thing that is constant in this world, that is, CHANGE.
I guess we all change at one point or another. <3 color="#cc66cc">sweet sixteen this year; it should call for some changes ^-^
heheh. But of course there are some things that will never change.. like my love for you...*coughs* haha.. but seriously... it is my priorities.. for now.. it will not change. @-@

Hehehe. kk i guess that is it for now. wonder when i'll post again. hey! it will be a long time later! i trust it will be. x-x

happy cny:)

2008-02-09T19:31:00.001+08:00

Happy cny everyone :) Ytd asv, cbel dada and me, CP rara went to cy's house! Played Cluedo and Monopoly and GUESS WHAT! I won all 2 games of Cluedo! That means i have won ALL the games we have played so far! All 5!! :DD Heehee. Also sampled some cny goodies heheh. Thanks cy for such hospitality heh.

Tmr am going to pooh's house for physics project. gvcnghvcghcfgf <-- Done by my brother, BYAN. :) Btw he is going back to melbourne on mon :'( so sad right? Okay going back. Dada and i are going to have lunch with asv and HF before the rest arrive :))

eternal glory awaits the student who wins the triwizard cup. but this student must survive three extremely dangerous tasks.

Hmm.. so yeah cny was nice la :) Had steanboat for reunion lunch and dinner. Valentine's day's coming. Like, zz. Haha. Oh well. Gonna bring choc for u guys! U guys must bring some too alright? ;) Yum~ Gonna have the class pot-luck session on fri. Still not sure of what to bring though. Was thinking of bringing kueh.. Shall see :) Oh ya! I will be bringing kueh alr what - kueh DADA mah.. heehee. :P Oh and Thinking Day is coming too.. and I'm in charge of the promotion of cupcakes! AH! =.= CUPCAKES? Hai.

Actually i have got some bottled feelings. Kinda hard to comprehend them. *sighs* I alr am tired.. dunno where to go from here.

Finally...:)

2008-02-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas thats like so long ago ...ok.. now.. hope that you all are glad to see me after some time here. 1 more day and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... Secondary 4 and all of us are stress out but hope that you would play hard at the same time study hard:) Anyway i am so inspired by the relieve's teachers talk hahahahahahahahahah.. ok nonsense but you can't deny she is damn cute and sweet not i lesbian !!!!!

:)

2008-02-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

helloo once again after a long time.. i guess this blog is gonna be inactive sooner or later because of school.. yep.. its like everyday school ends late.. at abt four.. the earliest.. sighs.. every damn week got tests and so much of hw.. its kinds stressful.. oh well i guess its part and parcel of sec 4 life.. study study and study.. that is wat we do.. i mean there is nothing else for us to do except to study and do well in exams rite? we dont have to worry abt other things.. so our only responsibility is to study well and make our parents feel proud of us.. that should be our only focus.. but we cant help from being distracted.. like.. tv, computer, ur crush(if u have one).. its hard to get away from it.. and it will take a long time too.. sighs.. on the other hand.. tv, computer, games are a form of relaxation for students like us.. we cant be possibily studying 24 hours round the clock.. we need a break.. not kit kat.. haha.. but rest.. if not we will go bongus.. or in layman term-crazy.. hehe.. :D friends also play an important role in our lives.. they do have ab impact in our lives.. im lucky that i have rah, dah, cy, cbel and of course not forgetting fa.. :) talking abt friends.. it reminds me of school..this year it did start wif a bang for me.. in the form of tests.. i was practically studyiyng for at least one test everday.. only this week we didnt have any tests.. thank god.. the topics that are being taught are very difficult.. to make matter worse.. the teachers are rushing as if they are gonna miss their train or something.. i understand that the teachers are also being pressured to finish the syllabus asap.. but they dont have to rush to this extent.. for example.. physics.. he thinks that we are good in physics that he finished one whole chapter in two lessons.. he teaches us a formula in less than 2 minutes.. can u believe it? and most if us are stuck there cracking our heads on how to apply the formula.. i really hope he will go thru the questions with us.. we still have our physics project.. its done but v need to edit and prepare ourselves for the presentation.. so dah.. when can we meet up? cannot delay alr le.. got no time.. yupp.. hmmm.. dunno wat to talk abt alr.. actually got lots of things to tell but.. dunno whether i should or not.. best that for now i dont.. next time maybe.. if i ever gonna come online again.. hahas.. yep.. that's all i guess..

long time!

2008-01-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! It's been a long time! Pretty busy since school started so ya. School has been okayy i guess.. the new timetable system is not that bad la... but i can't stand those 2 hr lessons sometimes.. makes me go bonkers. But ya school is different now.. Level contact, reading programme, reflective writing... no more banding for english... and now sitting with dah... :) Somehow feel i am slacking now.. prob cos i know that very soon i will feel v stressed... hmm.. even cried in sch lo.. hf was v nice he comforted me... Oh yeah.. wanna write a letter to him.. we are now like strangers lo... i wanna tell him once and for all how i feel cos after all that happend, it just ended so abruptly, with no justifiable reasons! Obviously i still rmb abt the past and i think he still does... but he is like avoiding me.. as if he is scared that i will eat him up! -.- hai. and i don't know why i act as though i am avoiding him too.. once as he was walking past i actually scooted to one side! Like, wth la! =.=" reflex action i guess... anyways, if things don't go right after he reads the letter, like for eg he hates me or smth.. i'll have no regrets cos at least i made things clear to him and didn't bottle it up! :) I wanna put an end to this game... sometimes we look at each other frm a distance no exchange of words. Both of us knowing what happened but not acknowleding it openly but silently... can't stand it anymore la... once i couldn't take it anymore and just turned away and sighed!But yeah i'll be fine if things don't go well.. no regrets. :) just hope i'll be able to do it.

okiee~ i think i'll go watch my tv now.. toodles!

PS: cool la george visited us all at the same time! pheromones?? :)))) true that friends share weal and woe.. cramps! haha. poor things. :(

hi everyone!

2008-01-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!! at last got the chance to update again..

school has started and its so tiring and stressful.. never got a chance to use the com.. too busy studying for the tests.. within three weeks i tink we have done four to five tests..and all of them are so tough.. :( especially the amath and chem test.. i flung my chem test.. actually i expected it.. i could not study that well for the test.. that nite i could not take it that i cried for some time.. so many things were going on then.. personal problems.. school work.. girl guides.. everything.. sighs.. gotta work hard for the upcoming tests.. studies is so important especially this year..

thank god i had all of my problems sorted out.. im happy now.. stress free now.. peaceful for now.. no distraction at all.. hope it will remain like this for the rest of the year.. :) im lucky that i have friends who are able to help me to a certain extent.. it seems that all of us have been helping each other.. strengthening our friendship.. hope it will last foreva.. yupp..

oh yeah.. cy's b'dae is round the corner.. have been thinkin how to celebrate her b'dae but oh well.. so many things are stoppin us.. bought for her a gift alr.. hehe.. hope u like it cy!! ya.. :)

was chattin wif rah earlier.. so many things we talked abt.. hahas.. hope u found a solution rah.. dun worry la.. k? *hugs*

that's all i have to say for now.. nothing much to talk abt le.. so bb!! next time i shall update the blog.. hopefully will have time for it.. hehe

oh no!!

2007-12-30T15:16:00.000+08:00

New year is round the corner!! there are so many reactios to tt.. As u can see from Dora's post.. happiness, sadness, fright and so on.. there are so much more to do and it seems tt i will not be able to finish them by the end of the hols.. :(

my heart is like beating so fast as if its in a car race.. tension mounting.. the cirlces are scarying me.. 'O'... the dooms day is nearing day by day.. wwait a minute.. it not a one day nightmare.. its prolonged to a month and it shall be called the dooms month instead..

i shall not talk abt it or some ppl will start to go hysteric.. hehe.. but we will have face the reality.. at least not alone.. wif our classmates.. i tink tt this is the time where v will be able to see our class spirit and unity.. "UNITY IS OUR STRENGTH!" rmb? our class motto.. yupp.. it will be put to task next year..

ok..last nite i was chatting wif Dora.. and not wif kueh.. sighs.. kueh is becoming very lazy nowadays.. wat happened to u ah? eat too much of kueh is it? haha.. better watch out or else ur nitemare will come true.. u wanna noe wat is kueh dada's biggest worry lately? hehe..:)

as i was saying.. was chatting wif Dora last nite. i was like talking to her abt so many things and it was mostly abt school.. cos school is gonna start soon.. so yupp.. Dora.. dun be too bothered by ur problems la.. try to be relaxed and enjoy the rest of the hols!! as i had said.. im there for u!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe.. :D not only me la.. kueh.. owe money pay money aso..

i guess t's all for today.. nothing uch to say alr.. just one thing.. we miss u fa!! try to update when u are free k?

veeny the pooh is signing off for now! before tt..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!! enjoy the new year and wish u guys a successful year ahead esp for the 'O' levels.. :)

Yay! Hai... WTF.. Argh!

2007-12-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps dora is back! As you can see from the title, i really have got mixed feelings right now. Haha.. ha.. hai.

Yay? Cos it's gonna be the new year! Byebye 2007, heellooo 2008! New year, new beginnings, as they always say.. Plus, school's gonna reopen and that means i'll get to meet you guys soon! :)

Hai? Cos it's gonna be the new year! That means, school's gonna reopen.. and that means, study!! Cos the 'O's are approaching! >< + No more EOY sales; no more shopping :( At least for quite some time..

WTF: Seen the new timetable? :))

Argh? So many things to do, so little time. Still gotta complete projects and stuff.. and my zuo ye! Siann la! And i didn't even touch the darned chi book that i bought.

Okayy veeny the pooh just needed to type that down. Now i write abt the party kay? :]

So.. the party was a nice experience :) Had a pleasant time at pooh's house.. Nice tv haha. K then we ate.. haha. Nice food prepared by chef.. uhh.. Asv's mum! Hah. Then we ate the cake I (dora) bought!! Yummy chocolate cake with a doraemon on it (which was later given to HF) ^^ After that we went to play Cluedo - the coolest part! (at least for me ^-^v) Cos... *drumroll* aiya no fun u guys know alrdy.. I WON ALL OF THEM! ^o^ TyTy heheh. Then we watched youtube videos haha. Damn funny :P After that watched man at forty (last ep, cool huh?) Then I went home lo:)

Overall a very nice day la.. ^^ Thanks Asv, CY, HF and Da for the day :D

I guess I'll see you guys at school on wed then? Happy new year to you guys! :DD

im the happiest person in the world!!

2007-12-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

hello ppl..

long time no see.. hehe.. yupp.. very long alr.. the reason? hw!! got alot le.. i dunno how am i gonna finish them.. the teachers had to give us alot.. especially that horse.. sry dah.. no offense.. cant help it.. he gave us two test papers le.. and most of it is abt excretion.. which he didnt even teach us well..

guess will be burning the midnight oil for the next few days.. sighs.. but had lots of fun for the past few days.. hehe..

the previous week.. the twins, CY and HF came over to my house to celebrate my b'dae.. :) it was a shock when HF agreed to come to my house.. i was so elated.. we had lots of fun.. the twins bought for me a b'dae cake! thx ppl.. :) it was chocolate cake.. hehe.. we played cluedo.. hmm.. abt four rounds? and guess wat.. dora won all of them le.. so lucky.. guess it was baby luck.. hehe.. and watched some funny videos in youtube.. was really funny.. Cy had to leave earlier.. it left to the four of us.. we watched man at forty.. the final episode.. :) then they aso left.. i sent them off and slept.. hehe..

then.. two days later.. v went to watch a movie.. alvin and the chipmunks!! they were so cute.. especially theodore.. (hope the spellin is rite!) he was the youngest and the cutest.. just like dora.. :)

yupp.. then in no time.. it was christmas!! went for last minute shoppi at ps.. bought so many gifts.. i aso got lots of gift.. oh yeah dora.. one of them is a neckalace.. ^^

yesterday.. went to library to do finish our bio project.. wif the twins only.. :( it was my unluckiest day of all.. no la.. just kiddin.. v tried our best to finish the papers but couldn't.. because of that kueh la.. wanted to go and watch kinship.. hmph.. so had to come back home and finish it..

as for today.. there is nothin much special except tt fa came online!! she lied to us tt she will be gettin married tmr.. so bad.. dora and i actually believed her le.. and i was chattin wif dora since afternoon.. and presently chattin wif fa and dora.. seems tt kueh is very busy..

oh yeah.. ppl.. rmb to post the pics that v took in my house.. :)

ps:if u are wonderin who is dora.. its rah.. and kueh is dah.. and im veeny e pooh!!! :)

bb!!

im back!!!

2007-12-11T13:57:00.000+08:00

lalala.. yipee!! im back yupp.. hehe.. :) my b'dae was on sat.. sry for the late post.. sry guys.. rah was like asking me when i will update and here it is rah!! hahas.. yupp..

sat was so fun.. went to temple in the morning.. did some prayers there.. tt's our practice.. we indians go temple on our b'dae and pray.. so tt we will be blessed by the god.. :) felt so peaceful when i went there.. for a moment i forgot all abt my problems..

to cheer me up even more.. i got so many ppl to wish me.. and of course the sisters were the first to wish.. thanks again ppl!!! as i was saying.. many ppl.. my relatives and friends wished me.. i was so happy cos there is no camp.. my b'dae was spent in camp christine last year.. damn.. could not even enjoy durin my b'dae.. wat the hell.. tt was last year.. for this year.. my friends will be coming over to my house to have a party..

talkin abt the party.. there is gonna be lots of food!! yum yum.. dah was so excited when she heard tt there is gonna be lots of food.. it will be great.. :) chicken wings, sausages, bee hoon and some cheese rolls.. hey.. dun worry.. its all halal.. haha.. :) then.. dah.. my b'dae cake? u say u will sponser? hehe.. i will be waitin for it k?

and lastly.. i got lots of presents.. will be gettin more tmr!! *excited* after a long time will be gettin presents.. :) aso got present from.. u (rah) know.. so.. in the night.. i went to have seafood!!! the food was so yummy.. crab!! here are the pics!!

i shall leave now!!!

thanks ya!:)

2007-12-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..yupp my birthday is tmr and cant wait for it to come.. dah and rah are the first two to wish me.. hehe.. thanks ppl!!! :) so eager for it.. will be going to have dinner with my family.. dunno where they will be bringing me.. so excited.. yipee!!

today went for shopping with my relatives.. my cousin sis will be getting married soon.. went to get the outfit for it.. guess wat? i will be the flower girl!! hehe.. cool huh? the outfit was so gorgeous.. quite ex aso.. hundred bucks le.. heart pain.. but its ok.. will send u the pics if i can..

Read the entries.. thanks for eveything rah.. felt so relieved when i went to sleep last night.. i poured out everything.. i had been keeping it to my heart for a long time.. thank god i have a fwen.. no no.. fwens!! who is there listening to me wateva i said.. i understand how u feel rah.. its nice tt i have a friend who understand how i feel.. experiencin wat i face.. i realised tt from wat u told rah.. thx once again.. :)

its a matter abt how u feel and how are u able to handle it.. its hard if u are not strong with ur decision.. espacially if u dun have anyone to confide with.. u have ur sis.. i cant tell my sis cos firstly she is not my age, unlike dah.. there are somethings tt u will tell ur freinds but not ur sis.. there will be secrets for sure.. am i rite?

yupp.. so tt's all i guess.. cannot think alr la.. will post a longer one tmr.. my b'dae of course!! will share wif u..

kk..

bb..

HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY!

2007-12-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! How's it going? :) So I read Asv's post and am pretty intrigued o.o Hmm.. I guess we conversed about this ytd right? Hope you find your solution and are at peace with your soul :) Today was an o-k day i guess.. pretty uneventful.. Well, i guess life can't always be filled with adventure huh? Sad truth.. Wow watching Miss World now.. I don't have a CLUE on who that "Miss Singapore" is.. Can someone enlighten me please? Sheesh. =.= Probably picked her off of the streets or smth.

Anyway, about my issue. Actually ever since he left, my life has actually been quite pleasant! Not much difference actually. I don't have to wait for his replies, I don't get late night SMSes, and that's about it. :) I've sought out my feelings and I think we should just remain as how we are now! :) Constantly keeping in touch and enjoying each other's company but not crossing the line :) I mean, we don't have to be in a BGR right? And we can equally be happy! I think that's best for both of us :) Many ppl have influenced me to sought out my priorities, like my studies, for example. 'O's are next year.. can't afford to digress. I hope you guys think through it before you commit. Our lives have so much happening for us alr.. Hope you read this Asv and others :) Though I think u (asv) alr know~ :D

Hmm.. Damn! My sis was the first one to wish you here. But it's okayy la. Second's not bad either (out of what, 4 ppl active in this blog? =.=)

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY ASVEENY! <333

Wee~~ Heehee. Can't wait for your birthday party.. HF alr sai he can go! Haha cos it's near his house.. Can walk there even :D Must prepare lots of nice finger food ya? Heh. :P And lotsa games too^^

Okayy. I think I'm done for now. Till next time, g'bye! <3

2007-12-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

Yay! I finally have gotten back my files!!!!!!! TIME FOR STUDY! WOW SERIOUSLY I DUN FEEL LIKE SLEEPING EARLY TONIGHT. TOO ENTHU-SIASTIC HAHA. oops sorry. normally not really a fan of CAPS but. a little too enthusiastic i guess. HEH. really lor! haha. ermerm. watching sea games now ((: oo. read asveeny's previous post and i was like O.O heheh. erm i sorta get what asv is feeling lah... but i didnt know she was going thru these kinda things! well asv... if you need someone to confide in... we're all here for you. :D erms. and to my sis: Love ya! haha. i hope you know that. hehehe. touched? <3

heheheheh.

So please dun be angry anymore k?? *pinches cheeks*

OHOH<3>
HOWHOW Physics project? nvm. i can get it done DUN WORRY. HEH. we'll have fun on the way too.
Oh I love music. heh. lala.
KK i go play some games now. But Before that ...... Before I forget.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASVEENY!!!! FINALLY 15~ (((:
Ouch. CAPS again. heheh. have a great birthday asveeny love ya! take care...

Okayy thanks Da! <3

2007-12-06T11:10:00.000+08:00

Thanks Dada, for the advice. :) Aiya all that is really rubbish and crap la haha. I'll just go with the flow.. haha. :p Anyway not gonna waste time thinking too much about it. Dada stop starring! Go watch gege play WOW. It is super cool B-) Hehee. Anyways.. I agree with ya. I've no regrets cos at least I didn't hide my feelings or anything. So now the ball is not in my court haha.

Actually now i have so much going on in my life like studies, friends, family. And am satisfied cos at least I have made a friend in him? So am real happy :) But now I am only thinking about what he may think or feel, due to misunderstanding.. or maybe through correct interpretations? Of me? Haha. I seriously don't know myself.. about myself... I should just wait until he is back and clarify? Haha. But seriously, the outcome won't affect me.. for i have no regrets! :D Actually now that he is not here my life is reverting to its original self! The way it was about 2 months ago! :)

Hmms. Okayy enough about that he will be back i.e I will have my answers! :) Well judging from past experiences prob not la. Hai. Deceiving myself only.. =.=

Okayy ytd CY, Asv, Sis and I went to ps! :) Had loads of fun haha. Only down side - the rain! We wnt to eat at Swensen's and then went to shop for clothes for about 3 hrs? Haha. CY had to go halfway thru cos her new com was coming. Yup, new com! Finally :) So yeah had fun ytd. :D

Yay next time we are gonna meet is prob during asv's b'day party! :) Got the gift ready.. Pretty weird gift but hope you'll like it no matter!

Okie I think I have written enough. Till next time!

Heheheh. it's Dah again. Excited?

2007-12-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

Heh. It's me again. bro beside me crazy with WOW. -.- (world of warcraft) heh. byan is so cute. haha. erm ya but it quite a nice game la. Looks nice.((: so ytd, we managed to buy lotsa nice clothes, so that's good^^ lallalaalaalalla. gonna be doing some serious work todaay.. so, yay! heh
rahrah stop starring again lah-.- well speaking of rahrah, well i know you have been troubling over -you know who- but well, just rmbr. Dun be ready to climb so high, or when you fall, it'll hurt harder. )): sadsad. but well i hope you take my advice. Advice frm your caring, sweet, and caring((: sister. hahas. yes.Just rmbr dun take him too seriously. Take it slowly, and just dun do anything. cos i think you've done enough, now let him do the rest. well rah, rmbr these are only advices, you don't have to follow them if you don't want to. ((: And i've given you many advices alr.Hope they've helped in one way or another. ^^

Haha. My bro is ever so cute. lol. logging on to wow now. Ohh he just came back from overseas-this is my eldest bro yupyup.

Dreamt of fa ytd lol. really wondering when you'll be coming back! havent heard from you since...too long ago! TOO LONG alr! sian wru? haha lol. just realised they have an elixer of the Mongoose in wow. hahah so funny.
kk so life's been great.
dat's all(:

Owww..

2007-12-05T10:25:00.000+08:00

Owiee.. me cheeks are sore alr. ='( Haha. YAY i finally get to update!! ^-^v

Today gonna go SHOPPING! Heh. BUTBUT my dad just left the house for work after I asked him for money! NEEOOO!!! My precious money!! =( hahas. How????? Nevermind RA the Great will find a way... "Where there is a will, there is a way" to get my money!

Haha you guys must be wondering, "Waasehh. This ra so greedy. Love money so much".

Well my response is, "No guys it is seriously not that! I never ask my dad for money.. like, NEVER! (well, maybe once in a little while... heh) Most of the time i use my piggy bank savings which add up to nt a bad amt (and I don't know why -.-). So daddy really owes me allowance $$ for recent times!!"

Okayy enough if the money crap. Lol.

Hmm. *Rubs my cheeks* Like Da the DUMB (:p heehee!) said... The holidays were so much fun! Went out alot. Haha. But I'm still not done with hist project! Like WHAT THE HELL right? I did halfway and then suddenly BAM. Hit by the lazy bug le.. ><>

Do I miss him? Does he miss me? Sigghs. I did set my ring volume as Loud in the hopes of waking up so i could say goodbye. He did msg me at the airport right before he was leaving... But... Sigghs. When i woke up at 4:04 i thought i was too late as you told me your flight was at 4am. But at 4:55 you messaged me and I woke up! I was elated! But all i could say was a miserable "Bye:(" Sigghs. And the night before that, you had one of your mood swing thingie again? Thought I would over-react? Said that the news was rubbish and outdated? But really what does that mean? You left me to think about that the night before you left... Leaving me with the whole week without answers.. Leaving me confused! I don't know what's in your mind. You said you liked the gift.. the msg was cute.. One minute you are so happy the next minute you feel crappy. Worse thing is, you make me feel like I am the cause if it. Damn what did i do wrong? I always think. When you are happy, I feeeel elated. When you are angry, I feel upset. I mean, regarding the last post, how can i not be affected? And that is just shit! Sigghs.

I feel better now hahas. I know u guys don't understand what is going on but.. haha. :) Just some personal stuff.. =/

yes im back((: Dah here ^^

2007-12-05T10:09:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalallalalalalalaa.
yay. gg out today with rahrah asv and cy! (finally cy is willing to go out with us -.-) haha
erm today is just gg out cos we ppl mis our friends! heheh.(yeah...right.)
*clears throat* k so the hols have been absolutely Wonderful! haha. but seriously, it has been a meaningful holiday. What i meaan is.. sighs. you can't keep studying always you know((: of course you must do it moderately.. key thing is: let's not waste this wonderful holidahy PPL! yeah~ haha. well quite enthu though to be doing some work(: (rara stop peeping, u can read my post later..-.-) heheh. so cute. ermerm. ytd was an accomplishment. in an afternoon we managed to do 30++ slides! gdgd. gd jop ppl! heheh. we were taking turns to do the work..that way we wont be too tired out! hahaa. after SS project i'll start on PHYSICS! heh. erm but i realised there's still lotsa time for physics. Right rara?? -.- kk. *pokes stomach* (she's gone. as if-.-) k nvm. err CRAPPING here~ -.- errerr. let's see. i'm finally almost done copying my hao zuo wen! yayness. hahass. er. lol? wait lah rara! u can update later!!! *pinches cheeks* haha
*pinches cheeks again* *and again* hahaha. lol yeayea u'll get your chance rara. it's been like ages since i last posted a proper one you know. i miss mr ma. lol. (like u must be thinking i'm nuts but that's okay) haha. errm i feel the need for.. the toilet! lol
k guess i should be gg now. rara happy now? ... heh.

p.s FAFA can't wait for you to be (possibly) back! misss ya lots.

PICS TIME! =D

2007-12-04T14:32:00.001+08:00

Heh. Sorry for the looong wait guys. Took this during the beach cleaning.. haha. But I likee the pic so I'm uploading it now no matter :p

Haha. Took this pic like loong ago lah.. But it's nice so decided to put up ;)

(Those legs right there are ra's i.e. mine!^^)

WAA so cutilicious. =) Ra when she was young (cuter version)
Wow what big bluish green eyes! @.@

me..heh chianx2

2007-12-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

hi.. Moongoose members ...long time no see. hehe em ya let me see. i have some thingsto say, i tell u its ??serious ??stuff. Maybe its some kind of misunderstand...em Shunan is so damn irritating.. i can't stand him de.. all that crap from him!
okok whats now.1st: i think i've kind of misunderstand my friend but i tell u i don't think i can like tell them i am angry with them things like that ... cos they make me puke on the spot... u noe their stupid face..>.<-.-ai ya u should noe they would like sha jiao or flirt maybe then i would be like suan le forget it... thats like its the bad thing... Em i am having a couple infront of me registratingformarrige but thats weird they dont talk about the future plan like having baby and stuff but they are saying stuff like leveling up the level for maple em kk i was joking *no tantrum pls*and that makes a great couple of maple

Rara :P

2007-12-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hey! Haha. Okayy finally I am updating again... Tmr am going to Orchard with Asv! :) Maybe go Swensens and eat ICE CREAM! Heh. =P yumyum. CY and shunan are at my house now doing ss project.. haha i did my part just now and am slacking now. L.O.V.E ze feeling!

Sigghs. Sometimes I don't know what is wrong with me.. Always complaining about stuff.. I know I get on SOME ppl's nerves but.. bah whatever! =\

I did tell some ppl i would try to forget.. and now is the best time to try.. but dunno why i can't.. I don't think it is affecting me... It is NOT affecting me... YeS, it is N.O.T. Rubbish, outdated, what does it mean? HAIIII!!~~ Does it mean it is understood? Or that it is not? ARGH.

Okaay sorry I am sure you guys out there have no clue on what I am writing about.. It is C.R.A.P! HahA =p

OKies. I let CY update leh.. Till next time!! :))

HIHI dah here

2007-11-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

hiii(:
yupyup back frm vietnam (quite long ago) but didnt update. WAS AWESOME experience~ yup.
^^
kk dats all.
haha
BRB man. sry for the sry length^^

DAH Here~

yippee!

2007-11-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

At last i get to update the blog after a long time.. its been years.. i went to genting highlands for four days when the rest went to vietnam.. hehe.. :) had lots of fun.. went wif my family friends and we actually got to go on a indoor roller coaster! wee!!! and i also got to taste lots of food.. *burp!*

Went to queenstown library today.. i was wif the twins and shunan.. sighs.. talking abt tt.. i felt so damn pissed of.. he was practically teasing me the whole evening.. wif sw.. i was quite sad also.. cos.. aiya.. nevermind.. dun wanna talk abt it.. it makes me feel down..

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sighs.. yupp.. we did physics project but very little.. basically chatting and planning for tmr of course.. hahas.. :) then i was helping rah wif her bio.. its quite difficult actually.. then i read a book.. it was about life.. it was quite sick at some parts but the rest were heart wrenching..about being depressed and pressured by other ppl.. quite sad.. sob sob.. taught me the value of life.. abt friendship too.. the importance of friends in life.. they play a very important role in our lives.. love u guys!

yupp.. i guess there is nothing else to say alr... cant wait for tmr.. yeah! can watch a movie at last.. cya!

Back from Vietnam!

2007-11-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl! We're back! Missed us? :P okaay.. the vietnam trip was like super! :D had loads of fun! Many cute guys! @.@ Wee~ Eye candy! :DD Okayy so enjoyed myself alot and miss vietnam with all the cute guys and such..

AND MAI! Our awesome and cute tour guide!

BUT i still missed home luhhh. :)) Missed ppl at home. So yes, Im glad i'm back. Only down side is.. History project!! Ahhh.. ><>

Hmm.. oh yeah if u guys wanna know what we did in Vietnam, go to www.qsshanoitrip2007.blogspot.com ya? Must go! :DDD. Haha lazy to type and post the pics lah. :PP

UUU guys must update the blog more often! See! During the whole time i was at Vietnam no one updated!! AIIIYAYA!! No good!! ><

Tmr will be going out for a movie. Like finallyyy! Been ages since my i last watched any.. Even Mr Siah and Winston were shocked when they found out lahh.. lol!! PURE EMBARRASSMENT luhh!

OKok gonna play gunbound with brobro now! ^^ Haha try playing again after like aeons. Ciao!

really missed you.. thought of you.. longed for you... but... i know it's not possible. at least i have no regrets.. for i did bare it all once.. and once is good enough for me.

Dah and friends are OFF to VIETnam!

2007-11-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl! gg to vietnam soon! hahaha. nvm for 6 days only... gg with chian chian(pukes) heheh and my sis. and the rest of the (not so impt :X) ppl. kk what abt the rest of the lovely boys and girls? kk? happy now?HaHaHa. step ahead is finally over~ yayness. step ahead isnt exactly great. i prefer normal school. but it's great that the hols have FINALLY started!! gonna study go out play study play StuDy. hehehe
heyhey. i heard fa is coming back next year is this true? REALLY huh?? really? if it's true then cOOL! haha. if not..nvm then wish fa all the best always!
But fa u still gotta be updating the blog kk? said u would but u didn't!
kays so i'm almost leaving for the airport. Almost. i have a feeling i could be later than CY.. lol
hey are we still getting the necklace or not? guess not -.-
haha niways it's good we're leaving this week at least we can "escape" the history teacher and the project. but as soon as i return frm vietnam. it's work WORK and more woRK!
but that's fine... really... rah still HAs to do most of the WORK! muahahahahah
or she'll def be getting tickles and pokes frm moii! haha
kkz. guess that's bout it. i guess i'll BRB! lol <3

What the..

2007-11-09T08:45:00.000+08:00

hey.. this ths is chian x2 i am back.. and who is the idiot that make me use black seems like it is that naughty baby full of shit... oh my god history leong coming

Sooo looong

2007-11-08T08:35:00.000+08:00

Wow. It's been so looong since anyone updated this thing. Haha. Fa called me! Yeah! And replied my email :) Heard she's coming back! Yup! Strange thing is, she doesn't even know how the teachers at school would hear any news of this.. =/ hmm.

Happy Deepavali! No school today. :D Gotta do hw tho. Damn! Left my bio theory wb in school! Sobs.. :'( Will leave some time for maple tho! :)

Dunno why these days pretty emo. PMS perhapss? Dunno why i keep feeling a void in my heart (don't worry i dun have a hole in my heart literally.. perhaps not literally?) Haha. School "holidays" are ard the corner..

Will be going to VIETNAM next week!!

COUNTDOWN: 4 more days!!

Heard frm www.qsshanoitrip2007.blogspot.com that there is a CHOLERA OUTBREAK in Vietnam! ><>

:):):) kk i think i will go do smth else now.

Bye guys! Prob will not update till after the vietnam trip! :P

im back!

2007-10-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha!

helloo ppl! asv is back! hahas.. i dunno why but im feelin very happy nowadays.. am i going crazy? No no.. im not.. hehe.. :)

cant wait for the guides tinge to be over.. today was not too bad.. v had the inter class captain's ball competition.. our class did play pretty well today.. hai en was so cute.. he kept fallin when he caught the ball..

v had curry puffs durin the game..it was really good.. yummy! c'bel was so heartbroken when she realised that there was no more curry puffs left.. she kept staring at Dah as she was eatin the last piece.. aw... so sad. :( nvm c'bel.. u can always have some tmr.. hehe..

yupp.. then v went to the classroom to have a chat.. v started to talk abt fa and abt her farewell.. v miss her prescence so much.. FA!!! HOPE U REPLY SOON!! MISS YA... yupp.. then started abt our good old days when v were in sec one and two.. all the precious memories.. sighs... it was a recollection.. the mongoose.. the guides.. everything v cld tink abt..

then.. v played the story game.. its a game whereby each one of us write a sentence each.. v are not allowed to see wat e others wrote.. at e last min.. when all have written.. v will read out the whole '"story"!! v wrote abt four stories.. i tink the last one was e best except for the part where rah mentioned my name!! -.- haha.. but it was fun..

After tt we had to go for the damn guides meetin... latifah was there.. we gave her the proposal and u shld have seen her response.. so damn sarcastic.. she acted as if she cried.. as if no one can immitate her.. >.<

it was then bio.. i felt very sleepy.. mr ma was like talkin and talkin non-stop... i cld not take it.. and also he came up wif all kind of stupid jokes and it was so lame.. today we ended bio the earliest.. then v went to hawker.. talked wif hong fai and v met mrs toh.. she was tellin us tt v have the least number of periods of lessons for A math.. so sad.. still have mother tongue for steppin ahead one.. so stupid one.. wat is there to learn for MT? i tink just sit there and rot..especially in tamil class.. yupp.. v then talked abt someone likin HF but v dunno whether the person really like HF..

V then left to DAWSON.. bought the things for guides.. and then bought chocolate to eat.. yum yum.. then we went back home.. and i started downloadin the stuff for maple.. and i am feelin so sian already.. cannot work properly... currently chattin wif dah and rah of course..yupp.. tt's all i guess..

bb! Asv is leavin.. *yawns* bb!

Dah is not troubled. don't worry.

2007-10-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

hi ppl. don't worry i'm fine. (: there's nothing wrong with me. heeheeeheeeeh.
yay! tmr there's school again! can meet friends again! weeeee!
Life is wonderful~
tmr is post exam activities! rah is playing soccer tmr! so cute right?
lol we will support her... go unicorn! go vina~ go rah~~
heeheee. (break a leg) oops (:
cant wait for school to be back to normal!
today......i went to my aunt's house. but before that, went to the polyclinic( supposed to be doing blood test) BUT! they said if want must draw blood fromm the vein!! AHHHHH! i thought it'd just be a simple (and HARMLESS) prick on my little poor finger. not the gushing of blood at my elbow! ahh! *sees red* and then *sees black*
lol. after that i literally run out of the polyclinic. now i will have to go all the way to a hospital!
lol. sorry mr siah!
then later we went to popular to use up my vouchers!
spent it on a book and some nice pens!
kk...........it's time to maple with hong fai and sis..and maybe bro wan...haha
ok wws. DAH(:

BORING! HELLO PPL dah feels bored )):

2007-10-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

HI people! i feel so damn bored rotting at home. yay exams are over but even school is boring with all the boring post exam activities... )): can't wait for school to function as normal!~ sighhhhs. fa left already, but she havent even contact us ever since she left! FA!!! )):
i'm still waiting for your gift you know... our video!
but i hope you are doing fine in india. miss you..
but after fa left i realised just how impt friends are to me, so now i've learnt to treasure my friends more! CHIAN YIL, CLARIBEL, ASVEENY and FAFA AND RAHRAH! thanks for being such great friends! (and sister) heheh.
hmm. today gonna rot at home again, later gg out for dinner for brother's belated birthday (: bought for him a cute pooh plushie that looks just like my Alfred E. pooh lol. he named his Roberto E. pooh. lol. cute eh?
kk i must go maple now,patch is done! wws.

:(

2007-10-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

:( Feel so bored stayin at home doing nth.. Wanna maple but no one to play with! Asv, cbel!! Y dun wanna try maple.. just give it a try... No fun mapling alone...

Hmm.. actually wanted to watch a movie tmr with asv, cy, cbel and hf.. But doubt i can... Going to my aunt's house tmr for last hari raya visitin'.. Sorry guys.. ):

Hmm.. Fa WHERE ARE YA? supposed to email us once you've reached rmb? Have u forgotten?? And how's Farada?? (: Take care of her...

Argh gotta go for a blood test some time soon! Going to HANOI, VIETNAM! woohoo.. hope i'll have loads of fun! A pity Rasina can't go though.. Well nvm at least i have cy, sissie with me! oh yeah Varun too!~ (:

Dunno whether i should maple now or not.. Maybe i should try to kill this boredom of mine by mapling...

Ciao! :)))) <3

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

"!@#$%&*?@"

the damn south division day is coming.. and guess wat? v are in cheerleading!! of all.. argh! i thought there will be no more guides but or well... sighs.. wat to do.. no choice.. still have to come up wif a propasal and budget and all kind of crap.. still wanna bother us.. nothing better to do in guides..

i am chatting wif rah now.. and still talkin abt the guides tinge.. so sian.. rah feels bored.. me too.. feel like going out.. asked hf, c'bel and cy.. dunno wat is their response.. cant wait to watch a movie.. i tink it will be fun.. at least dun have to rot at home..

wonder wat fa will be doing now in India.. no response from her.. FA!! KEEP IN TOUCH WIF US!! WANNA TALK WIF U!! HURRY.. miss ya lots.. hope u are fine there.. :)

i tink tt's all.. as wat u said rah.. BORED.. BORING.. BOREDOM.. SIGHS.. i guess tt's all.. nothing much to talk abt already..

bb!

Fa we miss ya!

2007-10-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yep Fa left ytd.. Really emotional.. Actually cried pretty badly after seeing bel cry!! And cy too... >.<>

Fa, today cy, bel, sis veeny and I went to Vivo to shop.. :) Went to chamelon and bought friendship bands! veeny had to go off early so the rest of us went to toys r us.. :) We had lotsa fun but know that it would have been better if u were there to add to the laughter..

Ok shall stop here. Gonna play sims haha renewed addiction i guess?? kk bye guys!

Fa has left...

2007-10-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

sighs..

fa has left.. we sent her off yesterday.. it was an emotional one.. many of us cried.. our good friend has left.. wat to do.. its all fated.. FATE!!! we were destined to meet and destined to part.. i hope we can meet her soon.. i noe tt life in school will never be the same again.. Fa used to come up wif jokes and added some brightness and humor to our lives.. now it will be very serious.. no one to joke wif us.. no one to break tt silence.. sighs.. talkin abt fa there's lots to talk abt.. and it makes me sad.. wanna cry..

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*sob sob*

ok.. i will have to console myself.. fa.. i love u lots and miss u lots..

BB!

at last!!!

2007-10-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

helloo.. just came back from the twins' place.. Had another farewell party for fa.. Daud, fi, varun and helmi also joined us.. ate lots of things.. my tummy is so bloated up!!! ah.. also had lots of fn at the twins house.. we had pizza and murtabak.. yum yum... v played the ps2 games.. CY and i had to leave earlier as our mothers wanted us to be back home early.. so we left.. but... waited for at least half an hour for the damn bus to arrive.. In the end i have reached home safely and here i am blogging.. hahas.. hey guys thanks lots..

yupp.. fa will be leaving.. tommorrow.. :(:(:( so sad.. we will bw going to the airport to send her off.. i guess its gonna be an emotional farewell tmr as miss leong will also be going.. sighs.. hope for the best.. but to look at the brighter side.. fa will be treating us to swensens' ice cream.. yeah!!! hehe.. :D can't wait for it..

Got back all the results already.. some are satisfyin.. some are not.. especially for physics and bio.. did quite badly for those two subjects.. scored low marks.. need to buck up lots more.. congrats to dah and rah for doing well!! keep it up.. but must also help me kk?hahas..

DAH says she will miss FAFA lots. awwww.

2007-10-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

it's been damnnn long since i last wrote. cos of exams!!. well. HAPPY hari raya, selamat HARI RAYA to all! ytd went out visiting, eating lotsa food~ diarrhoea! ahhh. no please..no more food! i will explode soon! heh. but fasting is over! finally can eat with friends esp chian yil. keep bugging me to folo her go canteen.haha! finally can now.. but this year fasting month fly very fast! cos most of the time in school, doing homework, studying for exams(: k so happy hari raya to all! today everyone came to our house... no more ppl visiting i reckon? NO! tmr fafa, chian, veeny, c'bel coming over to our house to play! weee. actually the party is for fa's farewell! NONONO! fafa....we will miss you lots! sigh....dunno how bad we will all cry ): very sad leh! sniff sniff------sobs! heheh.sigh. you know i am just so sick of having ppl force me to do this do that. JUST SO SICK of it!!!! *screaams* if you're forcing me why bother to ask me whether i want to do it or not!? *screams again*

enouggh abt that lah..that's my own problem...whatever lah..
and exams are over, but i really am bored at home. i cant believe, i actually forgot how to play! k maybe cos i'm busy with hari raya stuff lah...(i don't believe i actually forgot how to play- i didn't k?)
lol
yeah fa we will miss you dearly, take care of yourself and don't ever(i mean it) forget us! give me your add i want to come visit you k? disturb hyou at india. haha. you can never run away from me! even if it means i have to fly half to world. heheh
what to do...now exams are over but i still have many probs to settle. or not. i guess the best is to FORGEt. i hope everything goes fine in school on tuesday, cant wait for post exam! just to slack in school, more imptly, chat with friends! and it's fa's last day on tuesday!!!

FFAAFFAAA! DAHDAH DUH DAH will misss you lots!! TAKE CARe k? *hugs*
P.S thanks for your consolations~ i really appreciate it...

hehe:)

2007-10-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya! ok i noe tt im a day late but nvm.. its the thought tt counts rite? hehe.. kk.. the exams are over!! time to celebrate.. but on e other hand.. im feeling very nervous.. the RESULTS.. ah!!!!!!!!! its the most traumatising thing in the world.. sighs.. i guess i dun wanna talk abt it now.. fa will be leavins soon.. :( i will miss u fa.. take care k? i cant wait for monday to come!! cya!

Happy hari raya.:)

2007-10-13T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. selamat hari raya (: Long time never update.. just wanna keep this blog alive.. so, exams are finally over. yay. sigh. dunno y life has not been all that gd recently.. oh well better look at the bright side of life.=] Fa's leaving tho.. we'll miss u fa! keep updating this blog once you've left! :) Today i ate a lot.. haha. good food... and money lol. =P okok so guys start updating yeah i have alrdy done so.. looking forward to mon! cheers!

:)

2007-09-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

helloo ppl! i am back again! yesterday was the beach cleaning.. it was actually not too bad because the weather was bad.. yupp.. v had to stop work half way as it started to drizzle.. we had dicovered a few perculiar things.. first of all we found diapers!! hahas.. it was Dah who found it.. EXPECTED.. then.. we found a dead kitten it was very small.. so pitiful.. yupp.. then we went to mac as it had the nearest and cleanest toilet around.. then we were walking around taking pics.. talkin abt tt.. Dah.. remember to put up some that u took.. then we walked back and then ms latifah came.. she asked us to help the 303 as they did not do a good job.. i mean its their problem tt they did not do it properly.. they are the ones who should be punished and not us doing for them as they relax?? come on.. we are humans too.. by the time we walked there it was already time.. so we walked back.. as we were walikin.. we saw a mini pond where there were tadpoles and frogs.. it was amazing.. CY caught one but we asked her to put it back as it was not nice to take it away from its home.. then we waited for the bus to arrive.. guess wat? mr low was in charge of our school scouts.. so cool.. yupp.. then.. home sweet home..

PS:cy.. post the pic of Dah kk? hehe.. blackmail her!!

Paranoid Now

2007-09-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

i just experienced the most shocking, the most (probably) traumatic experience in my life!! like seriously. i remember screaming at my mum to FASTER FASTER! MUM!!! FASTER!!!!

why??

tremors!

god, i was just lying on my bed when i felt myself being rocked to and fro like very hard. i thought it was my minds trick on me due to my loss of my beloved handphone. yes ppl, my handphone got stolen in school. aah! i really thought it was just me because, well, it usually happens. so yeah. then i heard my mum calling me. when i went to her, she was saying, "hey, the earth's shaking..." i stood still for a while, only that i couldnt stand still. i started shaking. i panicked. haiz. smth all shouldnt do but i panicked. i grabbed the key, put on my slipper and made my mum rush. we scrambled down the stairs with many others who were shouting and stuff. even when i was rushing down the steps, i tripped here and there cos it was pretty violent. so yeah. then finally made it down with my mum and we stayed at the carpark! the only empty space we could find. and wahaha, neighbours started bonding. i made friends with 2 neighbours. lol. i heard from one that her sister in clementi also felt the tremors. so we all stayed down there for half an hour, in case the tremors happened again. i refused to go back up till i saw half the crowd gone. so yeah. even now as i sit and type, i can still feel myself moving. traumatised man. gah.

ASVEENY!!

i was not scared! i was just not interested. it wasnt that scary anyway. hmph.

yup. was that all i wanted to say? oh yes, i broke my watch as well. talk about a real bad day. sheesh. hope your day was fun... :(

PICTURES GALORE

(without Dah's permission)

Shahidah, dun worry la. i choose very carefully le. dun want to embarass you la. aiyo. =DD

Welcome all. here's lil presentation of the memories shared by the members of Mongoose. yup. the Babylon has yet to have any memories yet. but we can wait now cant we?? anyway, lets get back to our show.

Ze stars of the show. From the left, Shahidah Tay, Me - Farha *beams*, lovable Chian Yil, Asveeny and last but not the least yet the smallest (in everyway), Shahirah Tay.!

shahidah and shahirah surprises us by turning up for a frightening experience on board the OOOH Pirate Ship!! You go girls! Woot...
Shahirah shows her soft side by feeding this cute lil orange monkey who was starved for days, literally hanging on to its life, by its tail until saved by Stephanie Widjaja. :D

over here, the girls shows the nicer goody side to Miss Kaur as she gladly beams over them. aw, arent the girls loved by all??

shahirah again after a successful descend from a 3m point in the HQ. she succeeded in abseiling down the whole 3m!! wow! look at her holding her helmet aloft to show her pride in making such a success out of a small event. =P

aah, yes, all our girls are paid generously and are well-off enough to get themselves handphones of their liking. with matching keychains! arent they cute? *awwww*

yes, the child in these 2 girls are very much alive as the cuddle up to their favourite childhood monster, umm, i mean friend, Barney!

Chian Yil sure misses the wonderful car of hers. she's reliving her memories of riding the streets of Singapore with her bwestest fwen, Bawney....aww.

how can anyone forget....erm....erm....whats his name again? omg, i forgot. oh well. anyone can remind me please? bought by the twins and Farha on the day Chian Yil and Asveeny relived their childhood.

wow, are the girls daring. this pic features our guest stars, LayLian and Stephanie. these girls overcame the fear of ghosts as they prepared to conquer this mad HAUNTED HOUSE! oh, btw, please ignore the orange shirt girl going in....

only Shahirah and ChianYil have really really slow reaction. man, they're slow. Farha and Shahidah and Asveeny had already erupted into laughter (for a reason i forgot..if anyone could please remind me??) yet, we see these 2 slow ones still posing. man, talk abt slow. sheesh.

our ice-cream! yum. we could go all the way to anchorpoint for lunch before guides in those days, but now, its all lessons lessons and more lessons! when would these memorable days come back? haiz....

lol. oh btw, i do have some pics of the oscar winning saga - the traumatic Ice-Cream experience. starring Shahirah Tay, would you like it posted here? :P hehe

last but not the least

a pic of this hero of the girls, someone who's very nice and loved by all,

HONG FAI!! WOOOO!! LoL! >.<

with that i'll leave you be. now that you've viewed his pic, you will never be able to forget this lil show of ours. wahahah. LoL